ª|-- Theatre of Dreams --|º

2004-11-20T08:02:00.000+08:00

1 more week! but it still feels like eternity.y can't it all end now?!
anw...finally got myself the mp3 player! its a muvo sport C100...and hell it took me a long time to decide! (sorry guys...really sorry u guys had to wait stupidly for us..haha..paiseh!) was choosing b/w this model and the much more conventional + supposedly better looking + supposedly lighter and less bulky muvo Micro.man..that was the toughest choice ever..finally realised that i shld get this because anything smaller than my index finger will probably be missing if its in my hands..so bombard me with regret if you want!haha...
there's still another 4 papers...but effectively A lvls are over.more or less...its now like trying to slap myself awake by tellin myself "do you actually want your A or do you just wanna go thru A lvls?" but til now...no slapping done yet!haha...
bro's done with his Os...and he sure looked relief.much like how i looked like la...oh well guess he shld play all he want and enjoy sia
realised that i may infact not hav that much time before prom.to visit hengwan and his dad (why do rich ppl in shanghai always have so many ppl to meet til he can't meet us, his friends ?!) on our last day we can only touch PIE's tar and smell jurong's air only on the night of the 7th..and prom's on the 8th! guess i have to do alot of buying before i leave on the 27th...sigh.the guys won't like this
leongwoon offered me a job too good to resist.sounded like telemarketing...but here's the dig (listen up liyan if you still can't find a job :D )..administrative/marketing/planning..office currently at telok ayar (or sth lidat) but moving soon to Robinson point..flexible working hours..hundreds to thousand a month..is that cool or what ?! i'm still waiting for the catch though (1 of them being...goin thru an interview)...
so now's the hard part...how to turn up for softball training, play soccer, help out in np, work & earn money, and whip myself into shape all at the same time !? haiz...i haven't even started on enjoyin myself!
guess i'm really moving too fast...still have econs paper 1 & 2 (daniel wong laughed when i told him everyone's banking on wages for essays...and he non chalantly said it "shld be out for wages lor"..speak abt ripley's believe it or not!!) to go...and physics 3..sigh..
oh sux oli the fat girl got booted out...making the finals a totally ALL GIRL thing.American Idol 3 had such a huge following cos of a particular hawaiian hotty...and Singapore Idol has 2 (ok...taufik rox..) GUYS up on stage for the finals tryin to swoon and woo the fans off the ground with their...singing of others' songs? help...think only the malay population (and i'm thinkin mostly girls) and sly's horde (much like WCIII's horde of orcs..if you ask me ) of female shrieking fans will watch at the supposedly "8000 sitter sold out" national indoor stadium..yeah rite.
sleep problems are definitely a chore (or whore). when i really want to slp, i can't slp..when i don't wanna slp...i can't wake up.had no paper yesterday...but insomia ensured i'll hit the sack only at 2.30am...and that's without the restless flipping arnd to find the optimum position for my head to shut off.guess what time i woke up today...530!! god!! i slept at 2 and y am i up at 530 on a saturday ?! argh!
did i mention my folks here? suddenly they're freaking good to me! when i told my mum i bot that mp3 player...she gave me that quizical look (meaning she had no idea what's muvo sport C100) but smiled when i said its using the $ she gave me for my bday..when my dad came back (i seriously half expected him to blow cos i totally DID not consult w any of them b4 the purchase) we chatted a little...and i showed him the C100..and we ended up talkin abt the pros and cons of more space, smaller lighter frame, dry cell or li-ion batt...and even where to download songs! man...sth's really fishy (and its not my nasi lemak's fish)
oh well...breakfast time sia...cya peepz! 1 more week...1 more week...1 more week!
peace~!

2004-11-20T07:58:00.000+08:00

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2004-11-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

after so long...i can finally announce i've completed 2/3 of A lvls!! yeah!! this calls for some celebration..rite? WRONG!
papers this year have been very very unique as compared to the papers of prev years..hence highlighting the fact that blindly memorizing answers from the TYS will NOT help in preparation for exams, no matter what your teacher tell you (of cos there is a small measure of help by memorizing..)
maths this year has been nothing short of surprising.after practising my ass off on integration (by parts, substitution, area, volume, trapezium rule and MORE), cambridge decided to make a fool out of me by...not testing me on anything remotely near the extent i've practised.so much for the sleepless nights and huffin and puffin in the afternoons tryin to rack my brains up..ofcos different ppl have different expectations, and ultimately different views on how well they did for the paper.personally...i think it sucked but still do-able...i hope..
maths paper 2 was worst.stats was kinda..unpredictable and qn27 (i'm sure every1 remembers qn27..) was so dumbly phrased i spent a good 5 minutes tryin to figure out what was actually being said.needless to say the completion of that question was far frm satisfactory.the most aggravating thing is...i've spent nights not sleeping well (u really dun wan me to repeat my adventure with my mum, rite? vincent can fill you in..haha) jus because i was totally freaked out for my maths...and somehow i felt my efforts are wasted...down the bukit timah canal in fact
econs was the most screwed.throughout the post prelim period every single econs teacher in NJ stressed the importance of wages and labour market.there's even a very nice question in the prelims jus for wages...and Ms Ong nicely said "prelims is to prepare you for 'A' lvls" yeah rite!! after spending an entire afternoon on wages...i was totally stunned when i flip that stupid piece of paper that lousy afternoon...NOTHING ON WAGES!! hardly anything on market structure (a whole evening!!) and lots of macro (phew..).the sucky thing is i didn't finish the paper! hell...i was so engrossed in the externalities question i kinda pushed the "literary download" button in my head and kinda...shitted everything out for that question to the extent it was as long as my gp essays..and needless to say i only had 20 minutes left for the last question (where i was supposed to hav 45 mintues?)...screwing...ain't it?
physics was equally up to the unpredictable mark.i was totally in panic mode b4 the paper cos..after 3 days of 3 hrs slp per night and rather fervent download of information...i could hardly keep my eyes (and brain) operating to prepare physics...the paper, however was fairly attemptable. whenever someone asks you to do alot of tys questions...DO SO! physics paper 1 came out 3 exact questions frm the TYS...and a couple more based on similar concepts...what a gift! atlast my efforts (however last minute) ain't gone to waste.paper 2 was...in weijie's own words...easy on the surface but underlying-ly tricky..adding spice to the already unpredictable mix..
guess now i owe my brain a good shut off...so i'm off to bed! can't wait to get my hands on the mp3 player.finally can put that $ i got for my bday into good use..eh?haha...
nites peepz..i more week!
peace~!

2004-11-13T17:33:00.000+08:00

temptation over rules self-discipline..haha.but u can't blame me.dun think any1 on earth can possibly stop him/herself frm diverting their attention away from books and notes in this period of immense brainless and endless mugging.
in vincent's house now with weijie to study (hmmm...) but finally realised its not the environment that matter...its the level of self motivation. and i'm seriously lacking in that department..and there's still another week!
the match yesterday was fairly entertaining..atleast way more entertaining den the games i played.realised why clement left..his crescent girls are so much better then i tot (and saw the last time round).the crescent girls are only 15 yrs old max..and they probably hav the physique to outrun, out throw and out perform our girls..and the score line is of little wonder..guess its nothing to be surprised of considering the fact that they hardly had any real match practice and experience before this match, and they had to face the defendin C div champs on their first match as a team..but the performance hardly merited A div standard, right?! (i'm not talkin abt pitching..)
pitchin wise...tot liyan was doin not bad.considerin i was being very very selfish and stingy durin the match cos of the coaches and of the senior players arnd, she could've gotten more strikes out of any other umpire..jus so that you know la.
kinda got myself an idea on how to get myself back to shape. every morning i'll wake up early to jog, come to school early to do weights if i'm comin to train them for softball, go for a swim in the afternoon or runnin down to cat high to train, and prob play soccer/badminton when i'm free..all in a month! but here's where the question of selfmotivation comes in...
alright...subconscioulsy typed another essay..bear with it yea? i'll prob not do this anymore.
peace~!

2004-11-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

alright people...as u guys know A lvls are here!and as a result...i'll be on hiatus till the end of this all.
incase you can't read, I'M NOT BLOGGING NO MORE TILL I'M FREE TO DO SO!
so...enjoy urself guys and for those studyin..mug hard so that we can play hard! (am i kiddin myself here? hahaha)
oh dun ask abt the tag board..i'm getting a new one! haha..ofcos that's after As as well..so keep the clit count up but dun expect the dick to comply! (crude..ain't it?haha)
peace~!

2004-11-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

gp today rox..i gotta admit that.for the very first time since the PSLE english paper i actually understood what i wrote. no more 5 pages of complete nonsense, but rather 4 pages of comprehensible words. no more 5 pages of utter gibberish, but instead 4 pages of feelings, emotion, and the words i ideas i hope i can put across.the only trouble is, i sure hope i wasn't too candid in some of my expressions, but since Mr Yee said its better to include personal feelings (as typically exemplified by Viv Koh's essay) den factual and economical jargon..and that's what i did. hope it worked..cos like heming said "this is your best subject, right?" yeah whatever.
studied for quite some time on the topic of bioethics and the numerous argument for and against the different processes of bioengineering and euthanasia etc etc etc.pretty exciting and enriching..certainly food for thought.haha..wondered what it takes to be a bioethicist..bet it takes lot of brain matter and logical deduction..and definitely a clear sense of morality, which i doubt i have.hahaha...but the sad thing is there was NOTHING on bioethics!hell..if Cambridge included a question remotely related to bioethics, i could probably do what vincent did : pure regurgitation...and that would prob gain me more marks den advertising for advertising's sake.did alot of media violence and stuff..and similarly nuthin went my way.jus hope everything turns out good.
anyways, somethin kinda freaky happened today.when i was at serangoon mrt station, a young lady came runnin towards me and said sth like "sorry sorry...hello...erm..can i borrow your phone?" well...any guy with common good sense and a heart of gold will say yes and helped a damsel in distress, rite? but i was rather reluctant, cos 2 yrs ago (somewhere arnd this date) a malay guy asked the same question, and left me with a black eye and my phone gone for my graduation. ofcos the idea of chasing a lady down 4 blocks and across 2 roads sounds outrageous, but the thought of re-living that encounter strikes me hard and cold..but nvrtheless being such a nice guy (h.a.h.a.) i reached into my pocket to fish out my phone, and she called her bf i think.apparently she got off the train when her bf forgot to..and she was so lost she was kinda...frantic to be honest.the power of love sia...hahaha.but i may be wrong.
ruud scored 4 goals..a hat trick of which was presented to him on a silver platter...one was on gold.haha.guess that's the difference between him and strikers like ronaldo and henry..but nvrtheless brings abt the question of whether you want to be efficient but uninspiring, or gifted and a beauty to watch but not nearly as dependable..which will you be?
how long can secrets be kept? in time, the effort to keep a secret far exceeds the effort to decieve in the first place..but why are there still secrets? is it worth the effort to keep it a secret? how will ppl feel when they finally realise you have been keeping sth frm them for so long?
have you ever felt like you're making a small sign into a big hint? for all you know, that sign does not even exist, but yet you so deeply yearn for it to happen that your judgement begin to cloud itself.but what if its really a sign?will you ever know?

2004-11-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

highlights of the day :
i was tailed to school today and i finally realised the pain in being stalked.vincent that basket trailed me all the way from the bus stop up to the main gate of RGPS..and accidentally caught me at the worst possible time..so dude keep whatever you saw to yourself!!
i'm not trying to brag or what, but realised doing so many econs MCQs certainly helped quite abit.before prelims everyone used to turn to Junyuan for help in econs.now even jy's turning to me for help in econs.hell..who could've expected that? but i guess after 20++ mcq papers i outta be good at sth.haha.lets just hope this transpires into confidence when it comes to the paper..cos i'll prob need my econs as much as i need my GP.
was tryin out physics mcq..and i didn't do too badly as well.talk abt pure luck or pure brains...i managed to get most correct (ie out of 46 i only had sth like 9 wrong..).guess this gotta be another confidence booster..but its still in its totally embryo stage.
played badminton (again) with the guys..and broke a rackat (again).this time the string snapped on me..not too sure why.i've never been a hugh smasher or sth..so the string snapping on me when i'm on my poorest day speaks volumes (of the craftmanship ofcos!).today's gotta be the worst day i've ever held a rackat.nothing came out good from my rackat, and the fact that Ms Ho was having so much fun with her soccer boys (meaning we actually spend close to an hour doing NOTHING) and the incessant noise produced by hockey sticks crashing together, hockey ball hitting against sth really hard, and girly shrieks (well capable of cracking any form of glass panals) made concentration any easier.I was already having a headache, so pardon me ppl (esp weijie since we practically couldn't connect the whole time until the only game we won) for bein moody and dreaming on the court.
totally burnt my legs out and finally comprehend the term dead legs in all sense of the words.my legs are as good as K.O-ed when i got home..never felt so sore.guess i seriously need help in fitness after As.
read the JC guide again..found pretty good lines frm it..here's some.
1.this one will send everyone laughing : RJC is one of the few JCs with touch rugby for girls, so you can see them touching each other during practice. So those who surf frequently for lesbian porn can come here to see some live "XXX" action... hehe
2.hell..if this's true i'm never stteppin into RJ: RJC, after months of deliberate voting from our loyal readers, have surpassed both SRJC and YJC by more than half to garner the prestigious name of "College with the Most Fat Ah Lians"!
3.ACJC's the best dressed and stuff..but here's sth extremely hilarious : Apparently, "xialan" means down penis. That was why all the students' dicks in ACJC were permanently pointing downwards. We now know why the students were branded "xialan".

4.under HCJC, here's a great insult : The number of yandaos and chiobus are about the average national Junior College, but should be significantly more than the opposite NJC (National Junior College)

5.here's what the Saints adore about each other: The white top is just thick enough to hide the shape of the nipple, but thin enough to allow ventilation

6.and justin agreed to by adding : screwoff! there are things called bra man

7.adding on to the saints which simply makes me love NJ : Common trait about SAJC toilets are that shits are flushed promptly, but urine is left to evaporate.there's a pornographic picture depicting a dick with some messages, and a drawing of semen shooting out. In place of semen though, is blue tack (blue adhesive). The Saints are truly one artistic bunch!

8.about the famous student centre : A further requisite is that you are not allowed to study here. You can only relax. Cool huh? But please don't try any hanky-panky there

9.but that's not all abt the saints : One girl is so ugly, she even has a moustache!Don't catch her walking past while you are having your meal, or you'll risk losing your appetite. She thinks she is so chio and tries to show off her body by wearing figure-hugging PE shirts. ARGHH!!!

10.ever wondered why is VJ so..popular? here's a geographical explanation: thebeach makes for cool sea breezes, lovely evening walks, the flattest cross country route for any school, swimming for those foolhardy enough to brave the brackish oily waters, and romantic "paktoring" for the more exhibitionist types.It may be interesting to note that Cleo magazine has in the past rated the new VJC classrooms as one of the best places for such activities

11. its so popular even beckham visited VJ..and more : Rumours of an afternoon tryst with the former principal of the same name under the pretext of a "private tea" have glaringly been neither confirmed nor denied by the school administration.Suspicions were being raised after the statement "He signed his ball and gave it to me!" was made by the principal during morning assembly the next day after his visit.

12.regardin the beloved CJC uniform: It also looks similar to the Philips factory worker uniform (assembly line staff). Maybe next time students can get Philips appliances for a discount.e flair type skirt is especially susceptible to wind and flies up easily (guys, stuff your nostrils with Kleenex).

13.not only uniforms, but toilets to boot: "You can eat from the floor," said one of our judges in amazement. One of the cleanest of all the JCs, they can be awarded an Oscar for the "Cleanest Toilet". One can stay inside for long without fainting.Vain guys who spend endless hours in front of the mirror to perfect their Armani hairstyles can comb until their scalps bleed. "Fabuloso" scents cloud the toilet, masking the stench created from the previous shitter who had a diarrhoea 2 minutes ago.

14.and last but not least (wondered who found out abt this..haha) : The best place for couples to make out is in the science labs on the 4th floor as it's always empty and dark.

these are jus a few points frm a few JCs..go read the whole guide to laugh your heads off!

off the bed...peace~!

2004-11-01T07:55:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna talk about soccer, so turn this thing off if you don't wanna read it, yea?

Another reason y the EPL is getting boring.How on earth did man u lose 2-0 to portsmouth? simple..by creating lots of chances in the early 15 minutes which can make liverpool's draw with deportivo look like a normal average match, and making shaka hislop work so much his gloves mite just be worn out by the end of 90 minutes.on the other hand, portsmouth simply barged their way around (with lualua and the yak) for example and simply rough-house their way down to a victory.nevertheless i shall be generous in defeat by saying..man u did the same against arsenal so its our just rewards.
liverpool couldn't win blackburn..which is surprising consider blackburn is at the absolute foot of the table..but the surprise of the day came from highbury.everyone spoke of the baptism of fire and how arsenal players would be fired up and, lead by king henry and baron vieira, bull doze over the hapless saints, who may require much more then divine intervention to stay in the match. yeah right! the king missed a penalty, and the gooners were trailing 2-1 by the end of 90 minutes..which was surprising but nevertheless sweet.however, some1 forgot to include robin v. persie in the script early on, and the newest bad boy from holland (never is ruud one of them) scored a screamer..and ended 2-2.screw it..when luck's w u..luck's w u.
real continued their slow rolling with owen scoring yet again! hell...if he scores 5 in 5 games i'm gonna buy toto, 4D, soccer, basketball, tennis and even dog racing! liverpool's hearts will ache sia..haha.but who cares..real still won by 2-0 against getafe (results that matter).
another reason why i'm watching more of serie A..roma (yes..the one with totti) won cagliari (yes..the one with zola) 5-1 in the eternal city..and i managed to catch 4 of the 6 goals! actually...2 of the 6 goals came even before i really settled down..and totti looks a sparkle in that team..its a great wonder what are they doing in mid table.juve continued their winning streak (8 games in 9) with a 3-0 win over..chievo.that was also nice to watch..quick efficient goals and slow build-up..definitely more pleasing than the rough-house tactics of the epl.haha..
anw..'O' lvls started with higher chinese today..all the best to my bro! and that means...As starting too! but hell...one paper this week...one paper the next..and 3 papers each for the nxt fortnight.y can't they make it 2 a week ?! (oops...no offence to those taking chem..haha)
seoul garden meal's gone..but nvrtheless proved sth i kinda predicted.no matter the resistance at heart, guys will always be naturally inclined to the whimps of the ladies..and their mere presence is the reason for our survival.so don't bother telling yourself you'll never walk that path anymore unless you wanna shave bald and have 6 holes burned into your scalp, cos your plan will fail anywhere else other then in a monastery.haha..jus my opinion in anycase.
back to studyin in sch..sian.peace~!

2004-10-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

i sure hope impossible is nothing..cos currently i may have to do the impossible.haha..nvm.nothin really happened lately apart from econs mcq (man...i'm still hovering around 31-32 out of 40 even when i've done everything from nov2003 to june93..a whole 20 papers) and a little of physics..had a pretty interesting night last night...hope things work out (and hopefully i get that free seoul garden meal?)
can someone teach me the art of persuasion? or rather...teach my dad the art of listening to persuasion. Newspaper said sth like don't step into phuket for fear of terrorism or inter-racial violence of some sort...apparently involving the muslims (seriously no offence here..i'm just reading from context) and my dad happily decides to fly over to phuket next wednesday (when i'm having my GP paper) for a little GOLF trip! mum tried to persuade him not to go..and u know what he said ? "in that case walking anywhere on earth is dangerous too what.." what the hell..y can't he play golf at jurong country club?!
in serious need of an attention-focusing machine...can u believe that that the whole day i've only done like..3 mcq papers?! i'm like having the worst time at home...can't keep my eyes on the questions and can't keep my mind off whatever's happening around me.guess the harsher (and definitely colder) school environment works by making me think faster? and the homely comfort zone i call my domain's just too..homey.
read the newspapers today regardin china's economy and the govt's decision to increase interest rates (very econs textbook eh?haha) and stuff..and realised i immediately reached out for the papers b4 the thought of reading in came to me. in other words, the words "interest rates" and "economy" made me pick up the papers as quickly as i'll turn on the TV for a real madrid match or a Simpsons episode.guess doin economics in the future sure looks a good idea..not too sure why but since i'm dead beat certain i'm not gonna do maths or anything remotely scientific if i have the choice..isn't this along the line? law seems abit far fetched to be honest..
jus caught X-games 2004 on tv earlier today (or yesterday can't remember)...eito and takeshi yashitoko rox sia..esp takeshi with all his big-arse airs and flat-spin combos as well as the rail-grinds..eito's california roll still rox but he ended up with the bronze..and suddenly i got a great idea! since that dumb wake-boardin thingie's hitting singapore's shores..any1 game for wakeboardin as soon as As end? i know where we can find wake boards!haha...time to pick up a new hobby!
i'm off to books again...sux.sometimes i just wish the mercedes benz ad was real. we should all be bornt old..start working at the top end and when we are at our peaks, drive a benz. i mean..don't u wanna be bornt old and work your way down? atleast you'll look good when you pass on the the next world and you get to savour the better things in life before you get down to the nitty gritty ends of growing up.haha..i'm dreaming..peace~!

2004-10-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it.
Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion.
Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare.
Impossible is potential.
Impossible is temporary.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

2004-10-30T03:03:00.000+08:00

i seriously do envy the year1 batch this year.not only are they intelligent (they are surpassing my batch) they are also creative in their work. jus check out halloween party! hell..i'll be dellirious if we had a single dance party, but those guys had 3 so far, and a definitely happening-looking halloween party. not to insult the councillors of my batch, but what's happening?
that pretty much was the highlight of the day.the rest was pretty much in repitition..mugging with that stupid econs tys and stuff. my flu ain't recovering, and that contributed dramatically to my exponentially increasing unproductivity..its as though my marginal physical product's falling with every increase in time per seconds (i'm crapping).
finally decided enough economics is enough economics.i've been slugging my way through the ten year series with my grades not showing any significant improvement...with a grade of 32/40 being my best so far..and it suddenly dawned to me that my study plan could jolly well be flawed.but nvm..i'm dead in any case.
suddenly remembered what Dr Kuek said when i saw her at the dental centre. she said sth like "don't stress yourself..just study to the maximum amount you can and that's enough for education". haha...if a doctor (dentist actually) can say that...i better get down to work more!
chris mike lee is out! this is gettin more than mere coincidental sia..when jerry was to be voted out someone was discussing with me abt his church an stuff..when maia was to be kicked out lydia was tellin me how her mum saw her robust anatomy (which was theoretically supposed to lead to the decrease in size of a greyer matter) made her a model slut and thus unpopular..and shiqin was talkin to me abt how rich chris's mum is and how much she can't bear to have her son thrown out for she's a singing coach herself..so ppl nxt week if u suddenly wanna talk to me abt singapore idols...do it quick! starhub just told me if i could predict who's leaving i stand a chanec to win tickets to the finals at the indoor stadium!
read haogen's blog and came across...haogenism 107: sense of taste. in his grand but pompous theory he suggest that sense of taste is coherently related to sense of sight, citing the incident of the hot waitress and stuff.here's my argument..kokanism theory of senses. by my theory, the sense of taste is co-related to the sense of touch..if i touch sth which feels soggy and rotten, naturally the taste of degeneration sets in my mouth even before i taste it.in retrospect, all our senses are all co-relation of the sense of touch. spiders and many insects use their feelers or hairs on their anatomy to touch and sense movement etc since the sense of touch is the most widely available sense of all 5..and using his own argument of the waitress...a simple softest of soft touches on the most delicate of delicate lips, followed a deft stroke along ur arm and a gentle squeeze of your shoulder after that..doesn't it feel better?haha...all abt touch man!
learnt alot today regardin people and relationships..and ppl can take it to extremes.in any case the guy takes the lead in traditional courtship for both species and man kind..
realised how fortunate i was to have always been in the company of friends.but amanda jus had to break my heart with that stupid suggestion of hers! kidding..haha..anw i'm off to bed already..nitez~!

2004-10-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

guess i forgot to mention...Dr Kuek said my braces can be taken out as soon as...nxt appointment! which means sth like..15/12 ! haha...no more crude jokes abt my braces and no more...inability to engage in the ritual of passing one's salivary fluids to another person in exchange for a similar dose of digestive enzymes! haha..man i'm dead bored...
yz jus did a david beckham la.y on earth are you admitting your HC friends told you about the kinematics thingie and titration?haha..

2004-10-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

bored..and seriously not in the mood.the feeling's gone now..more or less..guess it never was strong or significant enough in anysense to make it last..this sux.
tbere's also a reason why i forgot.it's something i've been thinking about for a long time and i've been living in regret and shame for a long time as well.the purpose was deffective to begin with, and all the "what-ifs" appear before me as i look back with remorse.
anyway if you are reading this, whatever you asked me on the trip back can be answered with a simple "no".am i that kinda person?am i that kinda guy?
in any case, got "cheated" by mr wong. not really his fault la (hence the "") cos i was the one who's late.but nevertheless a 1 hr session ended up being a 1/2 hour session with most of my queries still being...queries.he said somethin like see him nxt week but honestly, i have other subs to take care of (like what glenn said).still found it pretty useful, especially the way he makes me see the obvious.
stayed around freezing myself in the library after that. You have no idea how cold it is...its so cold the -2 degrees on the mountain top of yunnan felt like the sahara (i'm great at exaggeration, rite?)in anycase couldn't even do anything in that cold..couldn't even press the buttons of my calculator.
left to play badminton after the unproductive hours freezing my legs off, and realised its one of the best way to destress.esp when u start sweating (and you certainly will NOT get injured in this) and start gettin excited..
left school after that..was supposed to get skirts w liyan, but she tried and tried to get haogen to come along.oh well..should have just went back to the library rite? felt like..but its history so lets drop it. ended up at queensway, and she looks IMMENSELY like ruud van nistelrooy.no joke whatsoever! there was a poster of ruud at queensway, and when she walked pass it a malay abang was sayin "oh my god..that girl looks like..." get the picture rite? the whole time she was being stared at by the abangs and shop owners.haha..pretty fascinating sight.guess if she wore the ruud jersey everyone's gonna start posing with her for a picture.there's your 5 minutes of fame!
talked to mrs chiew on my way up..she's a pretty nice teacher (i've realised that some time ago but i'm jus gonna reiterate the point) and she actually talked to me.cool...as if she taught me but she's got that...motherly feel to it. (dont you guys start another auntie-killer thing..the auntie at coro's a different case altogether) but everyone's gotta put his "talent" to good use eh?haha..
ppl complain that my blog's long-winded and stuff..too bad!its me who's typing this, so its a little expected? jus skip the soccer part and all the brackets and you'll get to the main gist of things la..i'm jus naturally long-winded (u ppl shld know frm the extreme length of my essays)
jus as vincent's havin a fetish for a particular kind of girl (man..not to crack another joke..but that fish's really hard to catch.jus have that feeling la..not abt the size la though in reality its kinda true!haha), i realised i've a thing for libertine girls (ie maia and that girl at sarongpartygirl). not so much as to me like whores or sluts, but its their personality..
shocking news : Fadiga, who has a history of heart problems, fell to the ground suddenly in the warm-up and was stretchered off to the dressing room by anxious medics. soccer player (international stars) faint during warm up...and i have heart problems too! oh no..
in any case, gotta go study.though econs ain't a pre-requisite, think i'm gonna try for a good econs grade..cos it sure looks easier to obtain than a maths grade.i'm just not that kinda guy...i'm not even sure what i'm lookin for..do you? peace~!

2004-10-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

In ancient times, when people whack the soil with clubs and start yelling, it was called withcraft.
In civilised times, when people whack the soil with clubs and start yelling, it was called...golf.

Physics practical today.what a "good" way to start the A lvls.Didn't sleep very well last night, kinda got woken up by my bro shouting "gor! man u gonna get penalty! quick! look!" and what a sight it was. Though i spent most of the time sleeping on the couch, i had a pretty good look at the highlights (no thanks to my bro who just had to wake me up whenever someone got fouled or when someone crossed a ball in) ended up not sleeping the least bit. toyed with the idea of waking up at 3 to study, and i woke up, but studying wasn't on my mind. San Siro was the only place i wanted to be! nevertheless i disciplined myself and refused to set my sights on that dumb thing called remote control, but that also meant i refused to set my sights on everything else (i went back to bed la duh!)..
In anycase..man u surpassed expectations with an emphatic 2-0 demolition of the Arsenal in the very efficient though ugly art of destructive football. who cares rite? the results count! no more 50 unbeaten you gooners! like what zhenjie said..against the small clubs man u's unpredictable.but against the bigger clubs..a win's practically on the cards 99% of the time! jus look at arsenal, liverpool, and chelsea (this match was so...sucky.even cocky morinho said man u deserved sth)
back to reality.Practical was a tiny bit easy.haha..not to be cocky, but compared to prelims i had a much better time with electricity (atleast i didn't have to raise my hands to ask dumb questions this time) . the thing that caught me off was the finding of y-intercept. traditionally (dunno how much of this is tradition) we are given an equation and u simply sub values in and stuff..this time round the equation was on the other page..meaning i spent more den 15 minutes fumbling arnd trying to think of how on earth to get that y-intercept! hell yeah...that's stupid.
the question on magnets was worst..i didn't know how to get that dumb thingie of a magnet to oscillate at first, and i had to wait and wait and wait till yifen (sittin infrnt of me) tried doing it and i copied.hahaha...cheating eh? who cares...
guess practical's gone and...physics's pretty much gone unless i decide to work my ass off! and i'm gonna do just that..as soon as i'm dry.
sitting in the library right now drench in my own bodily fluids (no..not the one u will get jailed in NS for excreting). was supposed to go home until i saw thang and the ip kiddos playin soccer. itch brought me closer and closer to the ball, and eventually i joined in the merry kicking.after they left, i joined the SJI+RI+ACS people..what a lousy match. apart frm a few goals and stuff, i effectively did not do much. didn't have the energy to dribble (plus i'm somehow losing touch..whatever i had of it) and all i could do was pass and run and...shoot.oh well..couldn't care more..jus glad that i got abit of exercise (and this beats 10 cups of coffee anytime!)...but how i wish i had brains enuf to not run til my entire body's drenched.argh...
A lvls effectively started. you prepared yet? I have a schedule in mind..jus have to find the discipline to get it done. and if today's anything to go by, discipline is all that i really need (apart frm brain cells la)..
oh did i mention how good teacher Mr daniel wong is? i was flipping thru McEchern, Sloman and another econs textbook lookin at the money supply-bond selling/buying-central bank this and that, and i still had no clue what's going on. asked arnd, and weili, cindy and weijie gave me 3 different views on the issue altogether. sat down with Mr wong, and guess what! it went straight into my head! haha...he rocks sia..
anw..not dry yet but i can't do nuts either...and i have nuthin else to write.so..gonna start readin notes again.peace~!

2004-10-24T07:23:00.000+08:00

well guys (who don't take bio)..tmr's the 1st day of A lvls! all e best for prac and the As! this is what we have been studyin for..so let's give it a final push!
actually there are more maia fans out there than i thought, and not all are guys! News last night showed disgruntled fans letting off some steam and getting their views aired regardin Maia's shocking exit from the competition. Even the cool-looking Ken Lim agreed that Maia has tonnes of potential and "it was a very sad way to vote"..haha.yeah! dig that all Maia-critics! she's how good and stuff..
earthquake hit japan yesterday..something abt 3 people dead so far and 200 plus injured (as of last night)..and a typhoon killing 70 already.man that's gotta hurt..
dreamt of sth seriously bad last night..kinda shaked me awake sia...prob one of the worst nightmares i've ever had (which i actually remember)..guess the exam thing is starting to catch up w me..sux.
in any case..a very uneventful yesterday went by, and i suspect a worst today..cos every1's gonna b muggin.haha..but here's what happened on the other world.
chelsea registered their biggest win of the season yet. A rousing 4-0 mauling of blackburn, includin a hat trick from eidur gudjohnson, pretty much answered the critics.
liverpool were again wasteful, and as what soccernet said, could have won several games w the chances they had in the opening 20 minutes. nevertheless, as benitez experiences his 1st merseyside winter, risse and garcia fired precision missles over dean kiely to seal an emphatic 2-0 victory over charlton..
in the land of the azzuri, del piero's double and a sublime assist ensured that the old lady of turin extend their lead at the top of the table to a 6, ahead of the exciting milan derby.its definitely threatening to turn the season into a 2 horse race between the old lady and one of the milan sides, with both sides from Rome disappointing in europe and domestically.
over is espana, surprise surprise! owen seemed to finally found his shooting boots, and his range as well. Real saw off the threat of current-champions valencia with a well struck owen goal from the outside of the area after neat work between zidane and raul, with the outside of his boot even! A 1-0 victory, despite dominating for most parts, leaves real just 1 point behind the defending champions who seem to still be suffering from the midweek nightmares from the San Siro, courtesy of Adriano and Co.
over in the far west, shaq seems to be enjoying himself over at the Heats.With 19 points, Shaq and the Heats thrashed Atlanta Hawks 113-82 in a preseason match. No wonder Heats are turning up the heat in downtown miami, and they certainly have the goods to land them in the eastern conference play offs if they keep this up.
Lookin forward to the clash between arsenal and man u.no prize for guessin who i'm rooting for, but no $ involved now.its purely entertainment only..and as far as i know, both sides will be fielding their full team..hopefully the match will end up like last year's, with ruud actually converting his kick instead of whacking it up into the bar. mayb jens lame-man will start gettin hallucinations and start committing his greek-comedies..

2004-10-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

maia's out..oh well.can't blame the hoardes of leandra, dahpne, taufik, chris-mike-lee and sly fans for voting excessively..but gotta wonder, what happened to talent gauge? U ppl might disagree w me when i say maia sounds good, but based on last nights performance, how many of u dare say daphne and leandra both sang better then her? jus becos both of them sport 0 tatoos and hav smaller boobs (i'm not even gonna mention her son) and they automatically get the nod...even maia's last song was good..full of swing and groove and energy..as compared to olinda's "when a man loves a woman" for example..screw! dun be surprised if viewership is halved by nxt week's show..
speakin of maia...darn she's good.she sings well, speaks well, speaks her mind, honest, and what a bod! (dun berate me abt this..i'm jus being my honest self). her assets can put fiona xie to shame, and her voice can keep shakira on her toes! ok she may look ugly or fat, but whoever said i adore good looks? oh well...how i wish there's another maia out there who's abt my age! haha..
noticed lots of strange stuff today.on the bus back w justin, realised y so many ppl were crowded onto the 156 and eyes glued onto the screen : singapore idol's on! realised whenever they showed maia, most of the girls turn away, but when they show chris or sly, they turn back and gawk..queer..
on the train back, saw a grp of girls wearin super short skirt.they're pretty tall (atleast all taller then collin or vivien) and all looked the typical ah lian. after the disappointment of maia's exit, my attention was (to be frank) kinda cornered and caught by them (or..their skirts).to my further disappointment, they were so "acting cute" that i tot they escaped frm the children's home or sth..or some nursury for extremely immature ppl..gues i'm realli growing out of that "xiao mei mei" thingie ppl always tag me to..all thnx to maia!
alrite ppl, stop rubbin in that maia'a gone and stuff...its ovr and let it be ovr b4 i fly ovr to cadelcott to whack up the set!
played this little game in the library..pretty fun.for ppl out there who hav nuts to do, please do try the graffiti thingie at yahoo games. pretty fun especially when there are ppl out there (shall not name which particular BLOKE) who can't type as fast..or worst can't type!haha...kiddin.
still lagging like hell in studies..need to find that elusive rhythm...somehow..guess the army thing just won't leave my head now.someone slap me out of my dreams please!oh nvm..i'll do it myself..
suddenly remembered the show i watched this morning..the Outer Limit..pretty entertaining..so if u guys dun mind i'll narate it! its abt this cult-created virus spreadin around the US, and a group of 13 survivors (includin a doctor) are trapped, quarantine, in a hospital.everyone else's dead ofcos (looks abit like resident evil on tv). one day a soldier came along to deliver the vaccine, but the thing is there is enough dosage for 3 people. Of course any1 trapped in a hospital for 2 months awaiting cure would be pissed, but when the soldier removed his gas mask to show his disfigured and infected face, the doctor kept quiet instead. (he said sth like..the mask helps to cover the smell of the dead bodies..) the incubation period of the vaccine is 3 days (73 hours), and after mixing it into 3 portions the doctor hides it in her cupboard. the instructions attached to the vaccine says "healthy adults at the peak of their reproduction years" and "not advisable for children" when the survivors are mainly made up of old people, and a kid, hence explaining the tough choice for the doctor. by the 3rd day (5 hours short of the supposed 73 hour wait) a young bloke and his attitude-charged girl picked up a rifle and threatened the doc to administer the vaccine to them..ofcourse the 2 of them had the vaccine, and another young fellow had it to the disbelief and shock of the remaining survivors (the doc had suggested giving the vaccine to 3 ppl whose blood type matches the rest of the survivors in an attempt for the 3 vaccinated people to produce enuf red blood cells to provide more vaccines..sth lidat..and the 3 included an old lady and the little boy). however, the 3 young hot-shots took the vaccine, and suffered frm shock and died, thus suggesting that an ovrdosage had occured : all the survivors had somehow been immune frm the virus all these while! with this discovery, every survivor (except those 3, ofcos) went out and back to their lives (whatever's left of it).pretty cool story eh? find the moral of the story urself.peace~!

2004-10-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

one thing's for sure..my life's dead boring.tmr i'll prob be draggin my heavy bag onto the bus at 10am and take that long route down to school...hav lunch w vincent and the guys and end up studyin till 6.happens so often it seems kinda..muscle memory eh?haha..oh well one more month of this crap..and i'll have one more month left to get back my fitness (whatever i had of it..) before i lose all my hair and start growing up in the communal toilets..dreadful eh?
but life's always good! frm what i learnt, school 2 (my school in BMTC) is nearer to the jetty and further away from the forest! hell..that's gotta be good news! not only do i hav a better chance of reaching mainland earlier, i also have the opportunity of sleepin with less mosquitoes! that's ofcos if the ppl at mindef decide NOT to swap the schools la..but judgin frm all that has been happening so far, i seriously hav my doubts.haha
apparently my reference to justin w the word "bloke" triggered some..unpleasant reaction frm him.so here's a change, bro..how bout...erm...jus bro?hahahaha...relax la..ur email add's brokes86...so i simply changed the "r" to a "l" lor.hahaha (now he scolded me an ass...haha)
went for training after muggin.wasn't a productive day cos i couldn't really concentrate..so decided to exercise instead.was pretty fun..especially cos i've been feeling rather plump and rotound lately hence a little exercise always felt fun.haha.felt light and felt energetic to be honest..but was kinda disappointed w the team's progress.the guys' fielding was ok..except nic's super inaccurate though however fast throw and lichung's pathetic fielding (no offence, dude). serjing was...kinda off today.but he didn't show any signs of it when i was joggin w him.the girls were...oh-my-goodness-please-help-my-silly-ass in serious trouble.andrew, kiamin and i took turns battin for them, and they were so...tai-tai-ish! god help us if we r to fight for 4th sia..sth serious has to be done and i seriously hope elsa implements my plan (ok..if any of u girls are readin this, esp liyan, i'm not insultin u ppl yea? i'm jus being my normal self : frightfully honest).of cos i'll be praying for a divine miracle in which a good pitcher frm somewhere decides to come to NJ.
kinda called and spoke to liyan abit on my boring way home, partly cos i felt bored and partly cos of..sth else.she looked horrible lately..and for all her attempts at making me feel happy whenever i'm down, i tot i shld make an effort too.guess it din really work la..but i tried..atleast.haha..she's troubled, and she seriously needs help..somehow..but li, u won't get any if u don't open up yea? doubt i'l be of any help but u always hav friends (kinda cliche thingie to say) and there's still a long way to go, so dun worry!
yankees lost.what the shit happened ?! for the 1st time in MLB history..they squandered a perfect 3-0 lead to lose 3-4 in the division championships..oh man that sux! all the star players are...pretty much stars i gues. bright but fading..only bright to us because the reality of their demise haven't set in yet, pretty much like the time taken for the light frm a star to reach our eyes (u guys know what i'm rambling abt eh? hope so) there goes the Bambino curse..and the 4 yr wait for silverware goes on! thang's pretty pissed abt this i think..but he's hardcore..so what's new?
before i go, happy bday sab! haha..haven't talked to my dear mei for..ages i think..and i'm sorry i nearly 4got ur bday.haha..but i stil remembered! that's all that matters!haha...fat chance.anw after our respective lvls lets go out somewhere to..celebrate or sth yea? b4 i head for camp la..haha.take care and all the best yea? i'm always here! haha..peace
realised sth.since i added that stupid little counter 2 days ago, there's 96 hits on this miserable blog already..and justin said its too much for a blog.oh well..apart frm the 20 hits i registered myself in the process of tryin out that reflex game on my blog..can't seem to remember knowing 76 people..or lets jus say 38 people who knows abt this blog (1 hit per person per day?)..didn't know whatever comes out of my stinkin mouth (or rotten fingers) could draw such a...crowd.cool..

2004-10-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

before i start anything..jus wanna say VINCENT's joining me on the 8TH of JAN !! haha..that guy kept luffing at me during lunch that i'm so unlucky and stuff..and kept sayin things w lydia abt pw outing ont he 8th.haha..how do u feel now eh? haha..kiddin
anw..that makes 2 ppl i know who are reporting on the 8th.cool!any more?haha..if there are leave a note or sth..
went to school at 12 and..practically played 4 hours of badminton la.not too sure y it's so addictive..but it is! haha.justin that dumb bloke broke a racquet in the process la!haha...how amusing. but gotta admit..he made me run arnd so much my vomit nearly came out of my mouth a couple of times..end up breakin it.haha..retribution for making me run la! kiddin too
studied on in the lib after that w a few girls and vin + weijie.kinda tried doin econs mcq..but can't seem to get the concepts into my brain.haiz..but mr wong's super helpful.everytime i can't do a question, he's there to help in the library.hahaha..but think he's kinda thinkin "why is this student of mine so troublesome, and why is he asking me such basic questions?" well...sorry la mr wong!hahaha.i'm stupid what :)
oh well..gonna slp and get up and watch barca vs milan! oh yeah..good match.haha...provided i can wake up la.and weili/amanda/lydia, if u are reading this vincent and i decided to treat u ppl either after we get our 1st promotion, or after the whole 3 months of BMT! haha...so..u gotta send us off w ur handkerchiefs in hand! really pearly harbour lor...haha
alrite..i'm off to shower.cya peepz.peace

2004-10-20T07:32:00.000+08:00

8th jan.remember this date cos this is the day u guys will finally be able to get rid of me!haha..well atleast for 3 years.damn it..whoever said good results for prelims = enter army early must be joking sia..or the army guys nvr heard of this joke when dey did the enlistment exercise. why am i in jan?!i know i wanted to go in early to enjoy all the.."early bird" benefits, but not THAT early la..there goes my chance to hav fun and stuff and my plan to be..a regular member of every club in singapore!haha..
the only guy i know who's goin in w me is glenn.haha..hope we end up as platoon mates dude! justin's in on the 6th, derwin as well.haha..those 2..must be some unlucky shit awaiting them sia.the commandos (ie henry and yeechwan) are in on the 7th..and yaozong's in on the 7th too!haha...haogen and kerv's both in on the 8th...of december!haha..told them to get atleast a silver dey dun wan..but the best is weijie and jy..they're goin in april la!in view of what yz said, jy prob will msg us tellin us how far he's completed his games or unlocked whichever cars, and wj will prob be tellin us which chiobu he met/saw/seeing/will see while the only thing resembling chio will be our own bunks..man i'm jealous.not too sure abt the rest of the guys..gonna find out and envy them.haha
but..aren't u guys like afraid !? haha..frankly speaking i am.not too sure why.the idea of goin to tekong has been more of an urban legend all these while..and tales frm seniors definitely didn't help. a little apprehensive of the tekan-ing, the full body pack runs, the obstacle course and lots more.haha..gues its thru this can we grow up frm boys to men eh? its not the idea of being punished that scares me..its the idea of..growing up and leaving the comfort zone i gues.once i step onboard the ferry to tekong my life's gonna change..and there's no room for the childish mistakes i'm fond of making..sux.haha..girls will nvr understand.
another boring day passed yesterday..w/o much mugging actually.shit.i realli gotta kick start this stupid engine of mine..today's the day!
dad bought a new car!as in..he bought the car already..and it arrived yesterday!its not a gigantic car or a super expensive car..but its a nice car anyways! its a...toyota camry or sth lidat..he wanted toyota cos its the most reliable (accordin to him) amongst all the cars in the market, and its big enuf (actually he only cares abt the boot size..it has to be big enuf for his golf bags).but in anycase this car kinda rocks sia..spacious and quite good looking, abit heavy though..but i dun care!as long as i get to drive it :P fat hope sia..
it was only yesterday did i realised the true cost of living.dad's car cost abt..$120k..and its a toyota camry (alright..its listed as a luxury sedan) and i heard a BMW cost $150k-180k..man..that's the price u pay to get urself a 3-4 room flat!i realli do need to work my ass and everything else off in order to earn that kinda money..cos right now i'm struggling w the $70 i hav! perhaps vin's idea of money and power above all else actually..holds some truth? nah..rather go for the heart than materialistic wants.haha...
man u drew..again.guess whatever i said of wayne rooney is true eh? nvr believed in buyin him..and for that price for that matter.oh well..time will tell.but frankly i'm gettin disappointed sia..
real won!haha..abeit unconvincingly w a 1-0 michael owen goal.man..that's good! michael "goal machine" owen can start scoring!yeah!though i didn't realli watch the match, the match report made it sound as though real were shooting at target sheets in the opening exchanges.haha..that's gotta be worth watching!
liverpool..drew la.guess its a point gained for them and 2 points lost for depor?hahahaha...i'm gonna incur the wrath of anfield
guess i found the 1st big casualty of the tournament : roma.3 games 3 losses..man they suck! ok..bad thing to say..but their performance has been truly astonishing in the other way.so much for the goldenboy of italy and the pride of stadio olympico.
frm vin's blog : yz msg me saying he sian hy's one day later than him. though yaozong didn't say anythin in his, but its kinda sad la. thought it'l b great to hav some1 frm the class to end up as my bunk mate.haha..nvm la mayb OCS lor..but i'm gettin ahead of myself.haha..vincent has lots of humorous jibes at army life...esp after pearl harbour.haha..apart frm that little joke he did w yz, he told me to.."take care of "her" for me".haha..dick la.i'll take care of "her" the BEST way i can.hahaha..whoever that "her" is..oh btw, dun worry if no girl's waiting for u at the jetty la vincent, cos i'll end up like u.haha..den the few of us bachelors can enjoy our own company sia..hahaha

2004-10-18T14:04:00.000+08:00

in school now.jus had that little consultation things w Mr Yee..and found it exceptionally beneficial.its as though i nvr attended a single GP lesson and i'm finally learning what i'm supposed to learn in a GP paper.and its a wonder i got a B for GP..
for once i completely disagree w the idea that Mr Yee is "evil" (pretty much the way i wrote the essay on "all punishment in itself is evil" ) he was so patient w the grp of us it was wonder he could actually last so long w/o gettin sick of his own voice. If i were in his shoes, i would hav screamed my head off at the seemingly repetitive questions asked abt AQ again and again and again and again.he's good...shld hav realised it long ago.
farewell today ain't so much of a farewell i tot it would be.up to the last day, we were still made to sit on the floor (sth i'm definitely not used to.all chinese high students are definitely not used to). in yaozong's own words, "humiliate us on the last day". oh well..its the school rite?so much for good school..the farewell's more of..listening to encouraging words frm mr koh regardin our results and what it meant for us (not sure his true message really got thru to us) and a super boring and completely redundant speech by the incumbent of a principal.in any case, the chaotic scenes soon ruptured after that, w every1 scrambling to take a picture w every1 else.haha.ended up takin a few pics..not having as happening a day as VINCENT!haha.he went arnd taking pics w nearly every girl he can find la.haha..horny kid.to be frank, kinda enjoyed gettin flashed at most of the time la..kinda adds more buzz but the thing is..too much smiling infrnt of cameras make ur smile grow fake and after some time, my inexperienced cheek muscles start to cramp.this means...i gotta smile more i gues.kinda wondered y the girls love to take pictures..oh well..mayb un-photogenic me shld jus shut up
anw..Mr Wong (i'm gettin respectful and polite) cried!its the first time i've seen a male teacher cry..and to see him cry infront of us was..a truly touching moment.he was startin to tear as he spoke to us abt how sad he was to leave us and stuff..and that suddenly made me guilty.All these while he has been the teacher i tot i could simply ignore and stuff..and we had alot of times simply did that.but he was much more a teacher then we give him credit for..and for him to stay back till 5 plus each day to see his students (even when he looked awfully bored as he did today) is jus testament to him being a great teacher.now i really feel guilty..
in any case..sth pissed me off when we were seeing Mr yee (noticed how polite i've become after the meeting?haha.no subterfuge here absolutely!). He came out frm a meeting w the teachers, and he told us the irony of the meeting. Peiling (the outgoin council pres) spoke fervently of the devotion of the teachers to our endless education by goin out of their way to give the more forgetful amongst us consultation and remedials, and that sparked off endless applause, even amongst teachers. However during the meeting, the teachers were advised not to provide such "services" as this only showed that they did not do their work in class.man..that sux.is the school tryin to tell the teachers not too help their students in their most dire times of need? does the school know that some students require more time and help than others (this argument is so old i can't believe the school conveniently left out) and there could also be a possibility that the students of NJC hav been so studious that they hav gone further in depth w their thinkin and comprehension of concepts, so much so they require assistance at moments of further realisation (who am i kidding rite?) in any case, this irony is practically bordering on sacarsm if u ask me (realise i may be jumping on erronous conclusions yet again) and it only adds to the distaste for this school.sux ain't it?
some how or other, the prospect of bein a lawyer seems to fade day by day..and i'm more lookin to workin w ppl by helping then workin w ppl by crushing them w my own will and words (i only wanna work w ppl incase u can't see).so...i dunno.
horny bday boy's still workin on his blog.now he needs a template. help..any?
peace..

2004-10-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

I'm a freak to the core
Get a dose once, you gon' want some more
My tongue touch ya girl, ya toes bound to curl
This exclusive shit I don't share with the world
I have you up early in the mornin, moanin
Back shot, proper or low can't stop us
Been a fiend for this since Rakim made hits
Get the position down pat, then it's time to switch
I'll rock the boat, I'll work the middle
I speed it up, straight eat it up....
and I ain't in the hood with my toast out loc'n
I'm in the telly workin up a sweat strokin
Tonight's the night, you can fall in love
You can call your mama right now, tell her you met a thug
I pop a lot of shit cause I can back it up
My left stroke's the death stroke

2004-10-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

dead beat tired..not sure why.started frm 2 nights ago when i didn't slp till like...430am and woke up at 630am chattin like a drunk dick.i know i've been thru nights w/o a slp but this is..unusually sapping..and i'm still feeling it now..
anw yesterday was...boring.the turn out for the open day was like..so pathetic even Ms Ho agreed with me.and as expected, no eye candy.haha (man i'm desperate). anw went arnd tryin to get those degenerating muscles to work again, and surprisingly i'm still retain my throw and swing.cool! but apart frm that, the day was downright BORING!
spoke to serjing a little durin or little lunch-escape.he was lookin like...dead ever since i caught up w him early this week, and it was only yesterday did he tell me why.kinda sad he wanna leave..but gues its his choice.i wanted to leave as well, but the class kept me here.guess he cant find the bond i found..sad.another member gone if nothin changes..but i'll choose to hope that yesterday's little bonding activities manage to keep him upbeat and keep him here..i wish..
the match was quite dull too.for the first time in like...3/4 of a year hav i seen SO many seniors back.haha.though i'm more of a new comer and dun realli know them,i still managed to talk to some of those old guys.and frm what i gathered...NS sux.oh man..haha.in anycase, the match was squarely one-sided towards the seniors ofcourse.haha.it dawned to me how much NJ softball has degenerated over the years and how much we may need some1 like ronghan.hope i'm wrong though...but the current crop realli needs hard work.the seniors made pork chops out of them, and i was kinda disappointed at the level of progress (or relative no-progress) shown..even when i was the umpire! played in 2nd base later on, and realised how fun it is!haha..i realli shld have started 2nd base sia..its so much more exciting.and for once i felt the infield had some life...agree?haha..i wish..
what kinda guy will make his girl choose a him over a passion? If he's half the guy he should be, shouldn't he let his girl make her own choices? jus because he didn't have the time to follow his passion doesn't mean she can't do it as well, rite? i may be jumping to erroneous conclusions here, but whatever it is it ain't sth i'll take kindly..actually tot she had more character..i wish..
dad's buyin a new car..atlast.not that i'm gonna drive it, but i was startin to dislike the current one.always felt..claustrophobic when i'm in it.anw the new car's comin on tues..so that means i gotta say gd bye to the current one b4 it goes to the scrap.time to move on i gues. come to think of it..my dad buys cars like he buys houses.this new house was for him and mum to quietly live the rest of their lives in..a transition frm the old house where they brought us up in.when i was bornt my dad had a car, and changed it when my 2nd bro came along, changed it when my youngest bro came, and changed it when we were young teens, and changing it again now.cool! learnt abit on COE frm dad as well...gues my plan to get a 2nd hand car seems..not so far fetched already! jus that i need the dough..darn.loan mayb?hope army pays well..haha.i wish..
nothin new in planet football..man u drawing, real slipping, barca winning, arsenal thrashing.oh..sth's new! chelsea's losing! and of all ppl..to anelka!guess serhwee's hopes of liverpool winning chelsea is..jus a little off la.haha.kinda grew bored of epl (or soccer?) cos of its...unique same-ness thru out most matches..gettin what yinghao said he felt : the lack of complusion to watch epl matches.but he has a girl..i don't.so what's my reason?
speakin abt girls..everyone's gettin one now.nic found a new one..pretty good sia that guy. sj's looking at one (if nic ain't lying)..n many more.oh well...my bad luck i gues.the girls i like treat me more as a friend then anything else and there's no way i could possibly pop the question when i'm no more den a buddy, a brother or..sister.the girls who like me (ok..to satisfy my critics out there ie most of the girls i know..there ain't many) are girls..who i treat only as friends.or worst.how good can life get eh?haha..i wish..
suddenly had a change of heart in terms of career.suddenly felt a strong urge to do..economics!haha..no idea why.the sudden thought of manipulating interest rates and stuff appealed to me.but my econs ain't fantastic..so..hmm..but in any case my maths ain't too.so it kinda balances out my back-up dream of being an engineer..mayb i really shld hav taken up arts, eh? i speak better then i write, and my brain thinks more of ideas then numbers.i like to deal with ppl more den objects, and i feel more relax amongst words, not figures (oh..ofcourse i love a PARTICULAR type of figures..if u know what i mean.haha). so..what shld i aspire to be? did i choose the right course? haha..i wish..
oh well..suddenly lots of wishing in here.haha.now all i need is..a tooth fairy!seen any?haha..anw pearl harbour's jus showed "to be continued"...so shall i.haha..peace

2004-10-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

finally...JERRY IS OUT! oh man...the inevitable did happen.haha.and his parting words were sth like "no matter how much criticism i had....blah blah blah"yea glad u know.hahaha.think his church suddenly forgot to vote for him lor.but maia's hot too!she jus looks good in that outfit..dunno y.haha.
anw softball's disbanding.sth like no top 4 finish nxt year and it'l be closed.this sux..but come to think of it..what else can u expect frm a shit school like njc?even the yong tau fu aunty complaint abt the school sia.haha.come to think of it..i only know 4 aunties frm the whole canteen after 2 years here lor..kinda lousy.it took me only a year to know the aunties in tenderfresh at coro!haha..some achievment.haha
read weijie's blog.kinda funny what he wrote...sth on the class guys la.here's what he said abt me : Hongyi. This is a guy who will always keep himself ahead of the times. Can trust his taste when it comes to fashion. He's also this super buaya king who will only set his sights on little mei-meis. Lolz. Gotta say he's those kinda guy who's popular with girls. But he can be quite serious too, especially when it comes to exam periods. Oh man, scary sia. Haha. He's definitely a true friend to have around you who will always be there for you whenever you need him. Anyway, even though he wishes to be a lawyer, I can see him becoming an insurance agent or property agent in future. With his eloquence, trust him to make it big too. hahaha..kinda nice but funny too. but well...i'm not that scary..am I? thnx weijie anw for the realli nice things.haha..
not realli gonna do the same cos it'l end up being...like writing testimonials for friendster (and i hate the notion) but jus wanna say all of u guys have played an important part in my life and i shld realli treasure it..and i do!haha..
in any case...still can't figure 0ut what is spider spirit and sun wu kong.now the clue is its sth that u can watch..and its not good.vin has a realli nice idea what it is..but is it realli true?amanda refuses to say..and lydia and xiangyun will only say to me at my grave.sign..haha.must be sth REALLY bad!haha..
muggin hasn't kicked into full force..but i'm gettin the hang of it..mayb too late cos its only 19 days left..sux.but that's not gonna stop me frm playin tmr (if we ever did).haha.went to school to study today..w vincent ofcos..and that guy farted in my face!! oh man..that's like...YUCKS! VINCENT!!haha..and the thing is he sleeps alot la..quite a number of times i caught him sleeping while working..haha..but gues its taking its toll on everyone..sux.no wonder i'm gettin alot more tired..
speakin of slp..there's this lady in australia who sleeps walk!but the thing is...she sleep walks into bed w strangers and hav casual sex every night! she claims she has some sleepin disorder..but hey..honestly when u're havin sex dun tell me u'l jus slp and not react? haha..unbelievable sia..as if she's some machine.
oh well..gonna end here la..how am i gonna tell this girl how i feel when i know my dreams and wishes will come to nought? good question eh? peace

2004-10-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

this is the time of the year when everyone start singing auld lang syne..not yet? oh well its near anyway.officially, we are out of school..which should be a thing of celebration in the past.not now i guess..everyone's stressed out and stuff..so i'l like to tell everyone to RELAX A LITTLE !! yup..
muggin realli sux..the more i mug the more stuff i realise i haven't touched..which is a little alarming considerin the stage in my life i'm in now.by now i shld hav already cleared the whole syllabus and only sharpening my sword..not burnin it over a furnace now and hope for it to cool..darn..how i wished i started earlier..
someone once told me off-hand its all my fault s09's doin so badly..cos accordin to him..very early in 2003 i've always been the one instigating ppl to go out, chit chat, play, watch movies etc etc etc.so much so i'm more or less the catylst of poor performance (as reflected by my own grades).well...since its off-hand i won't say much except..mayb this is y i'l remember s09 more.for all the fun times and stuff (and ofcos..the promises which nvr materialised)..but the extent in which i was the architect is certainly debatable cos i dun remember (and i've nvr been) being that influential..am i?nvr tot so...doubt so.but can u imagine any other kinda class u would wanna be in other than in..s09?haha..
saw bingzhi the other day in school..and he's an officer in the army!man..that gotta rock..and that got me thinkin abt what i wanna do in the army.certianly havn't deviated frm my love in either helicopters or tanks (armoured battalion..here i come!) but bein in OCS..that would actually make me stay on for a couple of years i gues.kinda like the vow i made in npcc..if i got the SI and stuff..would be good ain't it?jus dun giv me some screwed up platoon and screwed up instructors..please...
for those guys in class ( and those who think this mite help in GP essays) a survey done by Durex (u guys definitely know this brand) shows some pretty nice figures..
1. singaporeans had sex 79 times in the past year, and spent 16 minutes on foreplay
2. singaporeans are losing their virginity at the age of 19
3.singaoreans are worried abt HIW and Aids, with abt 70% citing it as their top concern (phew..)
4.yet, 4 out of 10 singaporeans had unprotected sex without knowing their partner's sexual history (kinky!)
haha..interesting eh? but the french are like..doin it at an average of 137 times a year.even the japanese (for all their AV and porn stuff) are doin it at only 46 times a year! man..that sux.in summary, singaporeans are still way below the world average number of sexual romps (103 this year) and still alot faster in foreplay (or lacking in foreplay) with the world average at 19.7 minutes. but for cavalier ppl..why waste time rite?better get it ovr and done w b4 ur partner changes his/her mind! haha
speakin abt GP..gerard yee told us sth kinda funny.while goin thru the very very philosophical passages of HCJC prelim 2004, he was sayin sth like HCJC prepares their students w this kinda passages so that "they know what to say during PSC scholarship interviews"..and "isn't it better to be on this side of the canal?" haha..kinda mocking la.but that's the truth i gues..sux
kinda lookin 4ward to this sat..haven't touched a softball in ages and can't wait to get a swing at it..haha.but i suddenly remembered sth ( no thanks to huimin)..is she comin?darn..it's gonna be weird.sorry li, the idea of bakin cookies and givin it to her seems super out of the way..no pt turnin back on the path i'm walkin jus to slip and fall again eh?jus hope this sat rox (and hopefully i get to catch some hot girls ! haha..)
england won, beckham's dumb..what else? but can't help it. if i get bombarded every single day in the papers abt how ridiculous i am or how lousy i am when i'm like puttin in a dozen or so QUALITY crosses and scored a wonderous goal worthy of a thousand replays..i'll end up losin my head.so save that poor man! he's doin all he can (and more) for his country...so y is he gettin all the flak? if someone like lampard or stevie G performed the same way..everyone will start clamouring them w praises..yet becks get almost zilch?
and i simply love ronaldinho..he smiles (or smirks) all the time at his opponents! gotta be the most humiliating thing in Planet Football sia..imagine lookin at ur opponent wearin that silly grin on his face when he misses chances or when his passes goes astray and laughin abt it the whole match.as if he's playin w u (and most of the time he is toyin w u) and thrashin u arnd (which he certainly does!)..that's as good as sainthood..samba style!haha..
peace ~!
gues i kinda feel better now..less cranky thnx to friends..so here's a few :
1.thnx justin for that..rather gay msg..haha
2.cheers to the guys of s09..
3.same for the girls..haha
4.and joy to those who still care for me

2004-10-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

i'm in the worst mood possible.jus quarrelled w my mum (tat is she bitch arnd and scream arnd and i keep quiet and admit defeat..the price to pay for being a filial and respectful son) and it certainly didn't feel good..but when did it ever felt good?!
found out alot of things today..some good..mostly bad.for those who have no idea, a girl's actions and words (however twisted and innocent looking) can reduce a guy to borderline insanity.so watch out and stay alert..not everythin is what it seems to be, but i can be wrong.u decide,man.
had a nice chat w vin..weird cos i've nvr told any1 how i felt abt certain ppl,but great cos for once i can open my mouth w/o fear of gettin myself into knee-deep shit.i do respect u enuf to know u will keep it to urself.times hav changed so much..re-opening a buried coffin can bring abt the worst form of retribution. price to pay for being awfully honest? hope not..
did the dumbest thing ever.somehow managed to persuade that dumb pea brain of mine to drag my sorry butt frm sembawang back to punggol via the train w a 10kg weight in one hand.no seats until sengkang..imagine how pissed i was when a little boy managed to climbed onto a seat jus when i was abt to sit down.
i know a blog's meant for the world to read..but has any1 ever told u to mind ur own business?whatever i write in here is meant for ppl i know and ppl i care abt..are u?

2004-10-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

hmm..food for my thoughts.
kinda found lots of funny stuff (atleast to me, so dun mock me abt it) happenin arnd..
anw, england won 2-0 against wales..and beckham scored a fantastic winner to send soccer fans all the way back to that fateful day in 2001 in the heatre of dreams. in that game he was so inspirational the commentator said "give him a knighthood!" in that match alone he made the whole world wanna sit up and listen to how painful breakin a metatarsal can be..and it is that match ppl shld watch whenever they wanna say beckham suck..cos form is temporary, class is permanent.all ovr the pitch even when he's 29..hounding whelsh players like a wild bulldog, and crossing the ball so elegantly its as though the ball was made of paper instead of synthetic leather.and what can u say abt the goal...w.o.r.l.d.c.l.a.s.s. now the question is..y did he (and owen too) play so well for england when they r periphiral figures in real? home sickness perhaps?
also in soccernet..Barcelona keen to sign 12-year-old. oh man..talk abt ridiculous.imagine being a 12 yr old guy, jus startin puberty, startin to look at girls for all they are to be looked at, and receiving 120000 euros a year for a four-year contract with their youth squad.talkin abt rich, spoilt players man..whoever came up w such a notion should go talk to the source of the money and not the players!but i kinda like this 12 yr old kid..bet he has no idea he's famous now and bet he's probably stunned to know he's worth more den his parents sia..in $ sense ofcos.
woodgate's out again.for the nxt 5 months i heard.oh man..that guy rox.for a player who was supposedly jus 10 days frm recovering..he's another 5 months out.if i was playin CM..he's the first to go sia.all this injury certainly made him miss the ball as much as..rio did! and rio continued training..what's woodie gonna be like? come to think of it..how is it that he's so..fragile? if he's so..delicate and injury prone..how did he play pro soccer in the first place?!poor real..dey bought "the wall" frm roma who's more like "the pore", and now they got a guy who can't play at all..not even touch the ball for that matter..how i love my body :)
some 74 yr old guy ran 100m in 16s.tell me..is that good or what?i certainly think its good! cos the last time i remembered..i ran 100m in arnd 13s..and if that old dude is only 3 seconds behind me...he's damn good! i wish i could ran 100 m in 60s when i 'm that age..dun tink my bones gonna hold in its place la.
jus found out sth..it cost $2000 to learn how to drive..wow...with that kinda money i can actually race daytona enuf to learn abt braking and steering and gear changes! i even get to learn how to turn a bend la! of with jus 2.5% of the money, i can get myself burnout3 and learn to drive arnd in a city! man..its expensive to live as a human..
but if i ain't a human..what will i wanna be? well..i certainly wanna be a turtle in the zoo. not only can i slack my way arnd the aquarium, i get to live to 100 yrs old and see all the little curious heads lookin straight at me as though lookin any harder will make them grow a shell..gues what i learnt on discovery channel!haha.."got to know?"
vin kinda stunned me when he msg me late last nite abt sth..but kinda appreciate it la dude.but to think of it..he's lvl of perception is certainly amazing! how did he perceive what many wouldn't jus by readin a few lines? he must either hav the same experience..or worst..a psychic! haha..but thnx anw..jus makes me think abt how amazing u realli are.some ppl hav that same trait..appear innocent and keep quiet..but deep in thought..makes life even more unpredictable aint it? u nvr know wat ur frnds are actually thinkin abt!haha..so it pays to be some1 like me..stupid and honest and frank and open minded (and open mouthed la..)..budden again that's equivalent to an..idiot.haha amazing..

2004-10-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

lots happened..and like what some old dude said many many years ago, everything will turn out good.it certainly did in this occasion.some old man said that everything bad that happened is there to to strengthen and make it stronger.i sure hope so.whatever happened yesterday was only a misunderstanding, and since we all understood each other liao, there's no need for apologies, dude.my fault too for being irrational when i was reading it..and takin it too seriously becoz of my bad mood when i was readin it.so..cheers man!let the frndship grows and leave that incident behind for good.
yz's bein scary again.read his blog today and realised..he's so stressing me out.but its true...3 more school day before we don't see each other for..a couple more days.yup.but like what vin said..it signifies an end to a splendid 2 years (however splendid u wanna look at things..u can always look at things frm different angles) of life in 03s09..and the start of another passage in life.kinda sucky yea?but in any case..would like to take this opportunity to thank the whole class for making 03s09...03s09!yup.kinda suck at this kinda stuff.thanks to the guys especially who made my days in class fun and lively, and the girls for adding that little bit of surprise and excitement.gonna miss u all (though its still kinda early).but its time to progress and move on..
progression..what a fascinating thing.luckily it remains within the border of fascination and not shock thanks to continuation.ppl i know frm tchs followed all the way thru to nj (ppl like jy,sh,hate to say..yh :P and the likes) certainly made nj life alot better..definitely
but y am i ramblin on abt this? in 3 days time nuthin much's gonna change.my ankle's healin though..but gues what my neighbour kinda complained a little cos the walls are...dirty thnx to my ball.haha.i din complain when he was singing his brains out at home..darn old man.
still haven't put my finger on what i wanna do in the future..still hav no idea really.for whatever ppl can say, i certainly ain't the kind who will take risk..atleast not a lot la. so that means i'm gonna find a decent lookin (certainly decent) wife and settle on a decent and simple (even if its boring) job and have a decent simple family of 2 kids. nice plan? but then again with today's economy..what kinda job meets that criteria? my dad got a scare a couple of weeks ago when his company decided to retrench ppl.his company..(a subsidiary of aT&T, which is supposedly a electronic/telecommunication giant in the US) decided to lay off a handful of engineers. mind u..they are the folks who went thru uni and got their engineering certs..some with honours even and not some dudes with engineering diploma from nyp..and even they aren't safe.my dad and a couple other senior managers were save (i think due to loyalty and experience) and a number of senior technicians and managers got the sack..man..that's tough.in simple words : even w a uni cert u ain't safe!
hope lawyering course certainly is nice sia.if not i'm gonna turn to sth simple like..join the army?
b4 i end..happy bday lydia!haha..enjoy bein..18! peace

2004-10-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

jerry got thru to nxt round of singapore idols.oh well what's new.its as expected as me shitting in the toilet every morning.jus like shit comin out frm my ass-hole, some peeps simply dunno talent-less singer-wannabes frm the gifted.go on and vote..after all its singapore idols.
been surfin arnd..most ppl found their rythm and are movin on steadily..i'm not.darn..this is not good.signs are showin me that i'm lagging, but my body jus tells me to quit.each night i sit and look at my books, my eyeslids fail infrnt of the 2 gellatine spheres i call my eyes.my brain, for all its mass and supposed complexity (ofcos compared to the mosquito i jus killed) shuts down when the moon rises..even a mosquito's brain still works.help is definitely needed..
sprained my fucked up ankle again..this time doin sth stupid.was jugglin a soccer ball outside my house (i'm gettin frm bad to worst!the max i could do today is 10 b4 my left leg fails on the 11th) when i decided to quit it and do a rainbow.i did the rainbow..lovely rainbow infact..so lovely i didn't watch my landing and sprained my ankle.fuck..so much for exercising.luckily its a small one..but ain't my life jus screwy?
finally got sick my this template.the more i look at it..the worst i feel.any1 w space for me to load pictures on to?will pay for every pic i load up..of cos dun be a sucka and demand extravagantly la.what r frnds for yea?hav a heart and..charge nothin =)
jus watched england vs greece..becks rox in the match.y can't he produce now? it was after that match did i buy his jersey..now i can't find that jersey (prob some dickhead borrowed it and didn't return)..mayb that's y!i wish..but hopin for england win.if not i'm gonna lose another $20.oh well..like shit comin out frm my ass-hole too.
been thinkin of what jared said of shawn..very true i presume.

2004-10-08T09:13:00.000+08:00

lots to say..no place to say them..scared to say them for fear of insultin some, scared to say for gettin myself involved in some..so tell me people, what's a diary for ?! how on earth am i not gonna let every1 who comes here read abt my life if i actually wanted to have one ? if i'm readin some1 else's work..am i not wrong to choose not to let others read mine ?
anw jus read yz's blog..kinda funny. he wrote sth like : brother, stop betting soccer liaoz la..change to 4d la...i told u 4Ds got more prospect..plus the team u buy dunno y always lose one ..hahaha...as ur friend, really dun wanna see u lose till pants drop leh...hahah . haha..quite true la.but that's where u're wrong dude..in 4D u hav to hit 4 numbers..in soccer u only hav 2 teams. so count the probability la!haha..but the pt is..i'm like losing $ though it came frm punggol park. wat's up sia..shld i stop b4 i lose more money den i deserve to hav? is it fair to people who gave me the money in the first place?
supposed to watch Singapore Idols w lydia and some of the girls last nite, but can't get there in time (cos i live in punggol) and..not realli fantastic to be the only guy amongst 4 girls.i dun wanna be left sittin alone there, if u get what i mean. the show yesterday ain't realli fantastic la..their voices all sound...incredibly the same to me. Its as though there's a unwritten rule that if u want ppl to think u can sing, sing as though u're an american or jus clip ur nose. (i know yinghao's gonna luff when he sees this..but hey, the way i speak is different frm the way they sing!) their singing's so...unvaried i couldn't help thinkin..y not jus make it a modelling contest since there's no "product differentiation" amongst ur voices?
btw..maia realli fat meh? oh man...that sux.haha..but nvm. she's still one hot woman! love her personality and attitude sia..that's the kinda girl i'll always look for and look up to..
wasted a whole day yesterday cos of travelling to school..did some econs mcq and found myself surprisingly...ok at it.hmm..if only i was bornt earlier.darn.
suddenly tot of sth..heard my dad said sth like b4 he gets too old to do anythin he wants to be at wimbledon and the all england open (badminton competition)..suddenly reminded me of what i want in my life..not too sure what course i'll take, but w my current pathetic status i'm not too sure what is available.my dream of being a lawyer (cos of constant arguments i gues) suddenly doesnt seem too bright a choice..and i dun wanna fall back on engineering.accountancy? a life in the Force? darn...but 1 thing's for sure..there are 4 places i wanna see b4 i get too old. 1. old trafford when man u take on liverpool 2. Santiago Berneubau when barcelona visit 3. Nou Camp when real visit 4. Yankees Stadium during the conference finals.haha..cool sia..
oh 1 lst thing...if anyone's super bored..go nikefootball.com and check out the badass game. see if u can beat my score sia..got a pro rating of 9.4 out of 10. beat that! haha...peace!

ps if any1 finds the magic stick/clit thing offensive...tell me yea?haha..was jus luffin at a remix of the song i did myself..damn pathetic.that kinda rules me out as a dj

2004-10-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

before i start anythin..jus wanna thank nj043 for the wonderful outing on tuesday!haha..kinda needed to go out and relax a little la..and what's a better way to do that den to go out and crap for hours eh?haha..ofcoz u noe i didn't think it will turn out well..and the day threatened to change my losing streak of prediction when vincent said "f*ck you" to lyd durin lecture...the kinda response i'll giv if i wanted to say "haha..yeah rite!"..or like what vin will say la.."wah lao..."yeah...u get the pic.but lyd was annoyed and it threatened to make things worst..but gues my losing streak continues (thankfully!) and we enjoyed the day.haha.had so much fun i actually managed to get a haircut! lyd will say it looks as if i was visiting a brothel..but honestly the lady who cut my hair was kinda...suckier den the one who did my hair when i first came to punggol!haha...missed her sia.but anw..dunno y dey had that idea when its a perfectly decent location and decent salon, and duno y dey kept sayin i was staring at her (oh my..she has a killer bod and more sia..slim and proportionate..and VERY nicely dressed..yaozong will love to be in my shoes! :P) but hey..i wasn't wearin specs lor..how to see ? (oh..did i jus contradict myself w the prev bracket?!) anw the hair cut wasn't fantastic..though she washed my hair twice.haha.and she was like...climbing all over me while tryin to cut my hair la..so indirectly contact was made (i must stress INDIRECTLY hor..) but hey..its a professional business!haha..now i look like a butch la..no jap style whatsoever...but i dun care la.gonna try all the salons i can b4 i go for the $1 NS standard cut.the only blot of the day is weili losing her phone...sad stuff. but hey girl! cheer up la..atleast u didn't get punched in the eye yeah?haha..if i can i'll save up my $$ these 2 months and get u one for christmas lor..haha.
oh did i talk abt neoprints?haha...went to take again sia..and vincent's on his gaying tricks again!haha..kinda amusing and certainly adds to the day la..a day tat was supposedly ruined by him..cool..
realised i'm lost in what's happenin arnd me..totally lost. its like a robber steal sth frm my house and i'm sittin there not knowing la.haha.whenever i here class gossips i'll be so lost..not too sure why budden again..that can only be good i gues.the less i know the less involved i am and the less complications and stuff.
lyd wrote a letter for all in nj043 (i'm guessin again)..kinda nice la..reminds me alot of the fun times back in 1st 3 mnths..all the chaotic fun we had as a class...shall stop b4 i start ramblin abt irrelevant stuff.but one sentence realli struck me : juz rem to not be too nice to every ger u meet la..cuz not all are worthy of ur nice-ness to 'em yah?
well...i'll definitely remember that..but come to think of it...its not realli a matter of me being too nice to every girl..its more like..sth all guys will do? every guy will be nice to girls arnd them..but mayb i'm jus more gullible?dunno..someday i gotta learn how not to be so easily fooled sia..but i doubt its possible cos...its in my nature to be...exploitable?
oh btw peepz..need ur help.whoever's good at chinese...tell me what the hell is the link b/w spider spirit and sun wu kong!haha...its like..a riddle comin out of lydia's mouth and i've no idea what has that gotta do w me (in any feasible way )..so any1 can help?haha..can't get it out of my head.
justin's goin thru shit again..can tell la he looks dead tired and looks...frustrated.accordin to him...there's ONE person who actually made him feel better...and its a super unlikely source..gues he's feelin what i felt la.regret, remorse, exhaustion and the idea that he made a choice out of compulsion other den compassion sinkin in..so if u tink u r the light at the end of his tunnel..help him out yea?
updatin's gonna start bein a half-chore soon when muggin gets into gear..but dun bother la.some ppl jus likes to read and talk abt it as "read someone else's blog" or "some idiot said" and stuff..oh well.
peace out~!

2004-10-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Feels like you're making a mess
You're hell on wheels in a black dress
You drove me to the fire
And left me there to burn
Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, oh was magic
Beautiful girl
I can't breathe
I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy babyI can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease
I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I'm free of my disease

it

2004-10-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

speakin abt it...she did kinda well for prelims.congratz den.2 Bs which were like 1 mark away frm As..a C and a D i heard.not too bad..gues she made the right choice..a choice of plummetin me into the absolute bottom of a bottomless pit..while propellin her to the roof of the pinnacle of excellence..some decision.somehow, i miss her.sad to say its a one way thing...very one way.
come to think of it ( not that i ever wanted to..) y am i actually so depressed? i've always told myself it was not meant to be..and after all she did i was more or less tellin myself i'l bury it as soon as logic and situation permits..i've even went arnd tellin those who mattered how regretful i've felt for makin that fateful decision last december. irrational..mayb. illogical..definitely.it took away alot from me..and because of it i left ppl who do matter out of my life..for it..for her.hard to talk abt its worth..but it certainly took a hell lot frm me.(i'm gettin repetitive..)
after all its unpleasantness..it took a huge turn for the better..and i was startin to love it..so much so i was startin to think i've indeed made a great decision and it was all a blessin in disguise..mayb that's y i regret so much now..mayb that's y i've been wallowing in my own pitiful hole of morbid suffering and wistful thinkin..wonderin what could have been..
sadly its all 1 way. all the sweet talk in darkness abt waitin..all the tears..are empty in all sense of the word.whenever i see her..she looks happy and confident..independent and content w what she has arnd her..an all-so-familiar cheerfulness..the same thing which drew me to her like flies to rotting flesh..
y am i still hidin in its shadow? y am i still baskin in its near -faded afterglow when its so evident that the "what-ifs" i've been hopin for are never gonna be anythin more den "ifs"..y can't i let go? i hav no idea..
lookin at myself now i can roughly tell y..i've definitely gave it too much..so much at the expense of others that my negligence to others is so evident i've nvr felt more of a stranger den i'm feelin now..and its to such an extent i can't find a possible way to salvage the predicament..mayb that's y i'm still here.mayb that's y i'll still not laugh..mayb that's y i'll still not smile..
when will i smile den? mayb nvr..mayb not till the gaping black hole can be closed w time..or filled w the same wholeness i once felt..i once tot i felt.and it'l probably not happen anytime soon..for i still live in poignant regret of it..

study grp..

2004-10-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

haven't been updatin in a while..but nvm la.not realli in the mood too...writter's block i gues.haha.learnt alot today in school..especially for GP.for once, i finally realised how useful GP lessons are!it was like..inspiration flowed when i was listenin to the tutors blabbin on abt the essay questions and how ridiculously many of us answered them (me included..no wonder i only achieved an all time low of 27!)..gotta think more i gues..and gotta realli gotta stop churning out 4 pages long essays! its startin to look stupid on me..
anw gonna talk abt sth which i can't forget : vincent's mum's words.haha.went over to vin's house on saturday to study (supposedly) and i shld say it was fairly productive la..finished 3 1/2 chapters of physics MCQs.now i realised...my house's kinda big (i know many ppl will wanna punch me for this..haha)..and to think my old house was 2 times bigger! oh man..haha.anw..vincent's mum must be blind or my real madrid jersey must hav caused her quite abit of optical illusion.here's a section from vin's blog "muahahhaha... my mum gave hongyi n weijie the nicks "fat one n thin one." at first i tot the fat one she's referring to is weijie. but she's referring to hongyi. hahaha." oh man !!! NO WAY !! this is like sayin i'm a sumo wrestler! sulk..
pw outin's tmr..hopefully.to be very honest (like i've always been in real life and over here) i gotta admit that a part of me..wants not to attend.not realli sure why the feelin of uneasiness will surfice durin the outin (made into a gatherin of sorts..haha).mayb cos we haven't realli gotten together and talk for...ages? and my distancing policy actually became very effective.hmmm..mayb i reali shld be an optimist and not a realist for once?haha..
kinda been in the mood for reading.not too sure what started it..think its vincent's star wars book..ever since i laid my hands on it i've been readin it chapter after chapter and in 3 hrs i finished that little book.wow..haha.after that i kinda finished the entire english paper..and i simply wanted to devour books (ofcos not NOTES la..).its the 2nd thing only to soccer..how i wished i developed this habit earlier sia..somewhere in pri school would be nice..haha.den i probably will be smarter.mayb this's a sign of me growin up?haha..maturity perhaps?
speakin abt maturity..i've changed actually.ever since i found drinking and partying kinda boring and meaningless, gossiping kinda damaging and not realli exciting, arcade and playstation games kinda uninspiring and hard rock cum nu-metal music bland..i've kinda changed.frm listenin to rammstein at volume 10 (max la..) of my discman..to listenin to the radio at volume 5 now..and all these happened in like..2 yrs? how fascinating...and my metrosexuality grew ever since.haha.sth's bad sia..but mayb the relationship played a part..
hmmm...yaozong has a fetish for legs..weijie has one for hair..vincent has one for assets..haha.this is fascinating!
man u drew again...darn.somehow dey hav this tendency of not scoring when dey have to and when dey can..y ?! dey hav all the open chances...dey shld finish them sia.real..haiz.another disappointment. mayb dey need a true wakeup call in the form of players being fired and stuff..if that's ever possible there..so much for arsenal rot too..sux
gues the only thing now i realli enjoy (ofcos other den normal male indulgence) is..readin.haha..gotta finish jy's book sia..or he mite jus be fed up!haha..gonna go back to muggin sia..cya peeps! hope for the best tmr and thereafter! peace~!

weili : i love soccer..so how can i not write abt soccer?haha
everyone else : maia rox man! she's like how hot and how cool! and i'm like how contradictin myself! jerry jus sux la..he shld jus quit the show

crush?!

2004-10-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

for all of u guys who haven't tried this..give it a go! its realli realli accurate and damn fun..sth abt your love life and prediction thingie la..only for those who haven't tried it b4! haha :
http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1096895315kmc

2004-10-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

yo peepz...its been a very very dead day today.the reality of my poor grades kinda set in today..realised i'm so pathetic when i saw the % A and Bs in NJ for prelims for almost all subjects.man..i'm so far off!but mayb a little piece of consolation..i used to be in remedials and stuff..now i'm out.sign's of things to come?hope so..
kinda got lucky for GP.didn't expect my summary to get like...8.5 out of 8 marks la.and Mr Yee said i'm top in class for compre...so that's brand new.apart frm miraculous summary, my AQ was terrible.4 out of 9...but no complains cos i know ABSOLUTELY nuts abt religion..becoz i hav NONE! not fair sia..hopefully i dun screw my essay up this time round..though Mr Yee's tight lipped abt this.
watched residents' evil today..the show was..typical residents evil la.zombies, monsters, freaks, blood, death..u name it, u got it.the only thing is the spook component kinda ran out at the end when it became like mortal combat with freaky monsters sia..gues the thing abt the show which kinda stands out is the amt of nudity.we are like...treated to sights of Alice's boobs for a good minute or so la..not that we wanted or sth. that's y its NC-16. Talkin abt NC-16..sth damn dumb happened. outside the theatre the uncle collectin tickets asked me if i'm 16, and i kinda sub consciously said i was 16, and i'm studyin in NJ.hahahaha...he looked stunned and puzzled la.haha.
big news today : Patrick Vieira and Lauren bust-up in team bus and had to be seperated by police! woohoo!told u arsenal's on a decline..get ready for man u!
if u're readin this yaozong, we didn't say anytin realli that bad to lydia and cindy lor..hahaha.dun worry la u're image is still more or less intact.jus slightly tainted lor..mine also what :P haha.
gonna study w vincent & weijie and vin's house tmr..haha.hope its productive.my bro's kinda depressed w his L1R5 of 13..sth i nvr expected.gotta go liaoz..cya peepz.peace!

2004-09-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

oh well...got an E for econs..i'm very very disappointed.all cos i didn't study for theory of wages la!if i did..and presumably i did that essay question as well as i did the other 2, i will get a 42 for essay lor! but nvrtheless...gilbert lee jus has to rob me of marks.the DRQ question is abt money growth, in other words percentage change in money supply accordin to the data. I wrote that same line down in my essay, and mr lee circled "supply" and gave me ZEROs for the question and the nxt as well! man...i tink he didnt read the "percentage change in" in front lor!piang...how dumb?!haiz..more work has to be done on econs..and i'm determined to do it!
sth kinda funny happened today...vin kinda got in a fight w derwin!haha..it started (apparently) frm derwin pinchin vin's nipples (typical...) and ended with a full-blooded kick to the groin frm vin!man...that's the power of the strongest fighter in NJ eh?haha..i could feel the kick frm behind vin lor..but anw after a 5 min spell of heated argument..vin said everythin's cool..haha..hope so.kinda interesting and kinda lit up the day filled w disappoinement. but nvrtheless tink derwin took it too far..and vin simply reacted but still tried to control himself.didn't dare get in the way, though i realli wanna stop them and get in the middle, cos sth tells me both sides are...too volatile.haha.but nvrtheless..if i had to choose a side i'l prob take vin's side..dilema..
anw hope lydia finds her wallet...cos i know how it feels to lose it.I lost mine not too long ago and went frm ang mo kio straight down to hougang w justin la to search for it.
can u guys believe it? rio ferdinand is the captain-to-be of man u!! and i tot ryan giggs is the vice-captain, and gary neville a senior player will stand a higher chance!.haha..hope its a good choice fergie! w rio, atleast the defence looks better..hahaha.
jus heard frm my bro abt his results..not very impressive.though E maths he has a A1, he got B3 for chinese, A maths, chem.and he had a D7 for physics..oh man.that's sucky to be honest.the guy who always did better in studies ovr the years, always beating the mark i set b4 him, is now gonna be behind..reminds me of what vin wrote in his blog..only thing its the reverse.the perspective of an elder bro..kinda sad life always havin to set the example.like way earlier when i was tryin my dead best to get dad to upgrade the internet connection plan (back den it was only 56k la..and i wanted an upgrade frm 30 hours a month to 55 hrs a month) and even had to study hard to produce results which den could finally persuade him...compared to my brothers now..broadband excess and 2 coms both at download speeds of 512k i tink..and my loser of a youngest bro plays Diablo 2 whole afternoon when he comes home.talk abt efficient use of technology..back den any extra charge due to me exceeding the 30 hrs will come out frm my own pocket..hence irc chats are as good as calling the chat numbers u find in newpapers..now look at him..and his results...haiz.my life sia...sux.
anw go slp liao la...b4 the day ends..happy bday yifen!haha..peace

2004-09-30T08:14:00.000+08:00

oh man...disappointment all around.got back my maths and physics prelim papers..and results ain't good.physics, though it was said to be an easy paper, and i tot it was kinda easy too, wasn't good at all. I only managed a mediocre D...a 53% which sux la..a C would hav been much better.but the main source of my downfall comes frm my paper 3. It was so badly done cos of my time management tat none of my individual questions (apart frm the fluids ones) passed la.its so saddening..but a D is wad i deserve la considering the amt of work i put in compared to the rest.as usual the smart ones did well...ppl like yaozong and weili and jy all got their Bs, vincent got another 59..haha..and derwin also a B.maths..dun wanna talk abt it.after so much time i still can't do it..guess i'm jus not cut out for maths.even my favoured statistics was kinda disappointing this time round.haiz..mayb the only consolation is i didn't fail any sub?yet?gettin econs soon..kinda scared...very scared infact.
man u recorded a thrashing 2 nites ago..kinda watched the match last nite and to be honest, defence still look abit suspect..but who cares?haha..6-2 was a great result sia.didn't know rooney's that good...in 1 game he managed to score a third of what he scored for everton in a season!haha..real madrid did a remarkable comeback sia..watched it durin dinner and this match was so much more entertaining.like what the commentator said.."this team is a team of 2 halves.in the opposing half they look every bit like scoring, in their own half they look every bit like conceding!" guess real shld do what dey do best : attack! jus like me..if maths suck den try hard for other subs!hahaha...see?u do learn lessons frm soccer!haha..lame.but figo played a realli good match.some little boy shld carry a cardboard box with "please buy figo" written on it in man u..haha.imagine figo and ronaldo on the flanks..giggs and scholsey behind ruud, keane in frnt of the back 4 and rio & co at the back.nice line up eh?hahaha..
inter won this morning..saw the highlights and i was like..woah.adriano's so strong i tink he shld change sports to boxing or wrestling..and veron's as good as ever sia..his passing's damn good.y didnt he perform in the TOD ?!?and the best news is..arsenal drew!told u they r lousy..chelsea aint' that much better.they're jus lucky porto's defence kinda porous and attack kinda blunt..
anw..still tinkin abt econs and my prelims..total morale de-booster (the opposite of booster la!haha) and deflator la..gotta bounce back!cya peepz..peace

dodge!

2004-09-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

dodgeball rox!haha...as in its lame la..but its funny..super funny.realli nice show to destress or to relax with..espcially when u're sick.ben stiller rox sia..the way he acted as that gay-ish gym owner who pumps his own underwear up to look like he has a HUGE dick.haha..oh and he wanks with pizza! oh man...gross!but the best part has to come from the russian lookin iron lady and that nerdy dude frm average joe's!haha...they make a HOT couple la!! hahaha...anw watched w kenneth, derwin, serhwee and weegin, who jus went to sentosa b4 that..sentosa!argh!!haha...pretty fun la.
derwin's weird la..haha.b4 the show we were at far east cos he wanted to get his bag fixed (supposed to hav a lifetime guaruntee on it). i tot he was gonna get a replacement..but gues what! the lady at the shop (which we found after a LONG search) said she cannot switch b4 making a sale if not it will be bad luck for the entire year!!what crap!ended up stitching it for derwin but the handmanship is pathetic!super pathetic..no wonder they said life time guaruntee...u need life time and the life after guaruntee for that kinda work la! haha..that's the only bright spot of the day!
anw..what's up with marriage eh?avril lavigne was repeatedly married to derek sth frm Sum41..and a week later derek's agent or sth said no such thing.britney spears (or ferdeline) is playin with marriage so much its as though its jus a game of mixing and matching...hell no!marriage is supposed to be a blessed occasion so big the only thing that can be better is your own birth..so wassup w those ppl playin w marriage?
man u playin tonite...hope they win.real playin too...hope dey jus play a normal game la..liverpool playin..to hell w them.hahahahaha..gonna incur the wrath of all RED fans of merseyside but i dun care !!haha...alrite i'm off..peace!

ps liyan..you're too young!haha...so young u're so afraid of that show u had to call me when u are walkin home la.hahaha...no pt makin me bring u to clubbin la.hahaha :P

new template

2004-09-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

yo peepz..how's this new look?haha..yifen said the school of rock one too common, so kinda got her help and got this new one!haha...kinda meteora inspired la.anw jus post ur comments!haha...will need them all to get a nice one.
anw..i'm sick!as in..not mentally but physically.came back frm the clinic last nite and doctor said i had a fever, super red throat (tot any part of ur body's supposed to be red anyways?) and kinda bad cough.haha...as if i dunno! but the good thing is that doctor's realli nice..though he's an old man and stuff he still chats with me and even made light hearted jokes abt my burns!cool dude sia that doc..haha..kinda like my family's doctor la cos we see him everytime we hav to.haha.now i'm jus damn dead beat...super lethargic and super uninterested in doin anythin..and my medicine looks like candies!haha...M&Ms in fact!how cool is that.haha
anw ysterday's dress to impress is realli pathetic.the entire s09 (excludin jy and sq) were in uniform la.haha.and that trainer, adrian, said we look very united.haha..i wish! but in anycase adrian was like crappin his way thru the 3 hours plus and the $50 per person course lor..like for example, how do we get bad breath? accordin to him, one way to solve bad breath problem is to eat regularly, because "you know when you wake up you have bad breath rite? its cos at night you are not eating, so somehow or other you get bad breath la" oh man !!! that's stupid!!! he taught us alot of basic stuff la..which makes me wonder..i could actually take on his job!haha..jus hav to polish up my lame jokes and go back-packing arnd the world abit to come up with stories..and i can charge $50 a person for a dumb course!haha...btw adrian looks ALOT like yinghao la..so much so i actually tot he was yinghao's cousin or sth la!haha...exact expressions and even exact looks! now i know..yinghao has an occupational choice in the future!haha..dun need to study liao la dude!
after that kinda played abit of badminton...still can't get that sharpness back..and i realised my backhand sux more and more..possibly frm my lack of wrist power i gues.yaozong came and said sth kinda noteworthy..he said "actually if we partner, i tink we can make it one lor" haha..sorry la dude no chance to try it out..mayb nxt time we partner den we will be smashing our way to victory!haha...imagine 2 hard hitters! stil havn't played singles yet..mayb when i get my stamina back i'l take on..vincent?haha..
played lan after that..and boy was it fun!haha..i haven't been on a fragging run for so long sia...and i actually was able to shoot quite well!haha..the only guy there who kinda bothers me is heming (no offence to the others yea?haha)..that guy was right beside me and i was screen watching all the time, yet he kills me b4 i can kill him.darn..haha.and vincent la..kept hiding in the dark with smoke grenades durin mansion..and kept flash-banging his own team mates (weijie and i) during assault.hahaha.but nvrtheless it was real fun ! hope we can do it again...
pw outing is cancelled..sigh..but i'm sick la so can't realli enjoy anw.but was kinda touched by what lyd said. realli missed those gr8 times when we jus hanged arnd and talk crap..and also those guys in nj043 who actually tolerated w my immense nonsense n my unpredictable mood..thnx alot peepz! u guys will always be missed my me too! especially for being so understanding and for being so forgiving and helpful..wonder what i'l do w/o u guys..but abit sad we ain't that close la..if we were closer god knows how happy we would be..i would be..haha..blissful thinking i gues.
anw tink i'l be goin out soon...watchin dodgeball w kenneth and derwin (imagine that!haha) so...peace out dudes!

ahhh!

2004-09-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

help!!i'm like...peeling frm nose to neck to cheek to chin to back to chest to stomach to arm to hand sia..i'm like so cancerous now.hahaha...my dad saw me walk out of the bathroom and was like "what happen to you?!" i tink he tot i went to fight with the bath towel..haha..but it realli looks disgusting.heming!!! your sun tan lotion!! tink u brought bbq sauce instead of sun tanning lotion lor!haha kiddin man.
was talkin to li when i realised something.indirectly i've jus insulted myself! i told her i feel so much like a girl in a guys body with all the urges of a guy.hahaha.and she played on by sayin i'm a good DA JIE! oh man...i dun wanna be a da jie!! i wanna be a good guy, bf, husband, father, grandfather, great grandfather and there on..not da jie! budden i can't deny la..i'm realli weird. how many guys out there can actually say that he has 6 pairs of shoes, and still craving for more.wardrobe of clothes he wont wear (i still hav no idea why i bought that dumb fubu shirt..haha.haven't touch that $80 piece of cloth!), 5 deodourants which smell alike, 4 different kinds of hair stylin stuff..and 4 bags.and how many guys can lay claim to wanting to spend $$ whenever he feels sad or dejected, wanting to go shopping in order to vent his frustration...and wanting to eat his heart out whenever sth ain't rite? hmmm...if i fit the bill..i must be a...great metrosexual a la david beckham!hahaha..come to tink of it..jus saw nelly's video "Air Force One".man..that guy walked out of the store with tonnes of shoes! so..i ain't that sissified like some ppl said! haha...but da jie ?!?! actually...not a bad idea!
anw my dad jus said sth super funny. he came over to me and my bro and said sth like "i know you guys like to watch soccer matches, sometimes even repeat telecasts again and again if it is a good match, and i understand the game too so i understand why you watch it, but your mum doesn't. your mum is from another universe so she won't understand why, and it is your job to explain to her or she will be angry. If you explain to her already and she still don't understand, then fine.but i have to stand by her side, if not she will feel very helpless and lonely" somethin lidat la...so can any smart person out there help me out here by explainin what he jus said?haha...1st he somewhat insulted my mum...den say he gotta stand by her, den say we hav to explain to her or she will be angry, but even if she is angry after our explanation we are off the hook..cool!hahaha..my dad's havin too much stress at work liao!haha..brings me back to what vincent said.how am i gonna educate my children..hmm.guess i'l do it the way i like my life to be..easy and at my own pace. If i dun earn as much, fine.atleast i get a wholesome life..and not like vincent's dad (hey dude...sorry to use ur dad as an example hor) who pressures him again and again..den again reminds me of my mum!hahahahaha...
my mum saw my pw cert today...dunno y.she was sleeping on my bed (cos my dad snores!) and she suddenly woke up and took my cert.she started askin me tonnes of questions abt pw...and i was like "mum, i EXPLAINED to you last year?"hahaha...budden she kept askin y i only got grade 2! i was like..."the class only a small number had 2, even smaller had 1, the rest had 3 lor...so its quite respectable" den she went on abt me not choosing good members and stuff..typical naggy person la.i was like...actually i din choose any1..and if i was in any other group..think i'l end up gettin a 4.hahaha...budden the only person who got 1 in my grp, our leader amanda has this to say : "leader lost her ability to lead...that's y i lost my ability ever since (the grade 1)" haha...what the heck!
anw tink i'll jus come back to earth now...kinda discussing what to do tmr for the stupid dress to impress.u mean i need to learn how to wear a shirt or style my hair?! anw yingqi's mail stated that attire is : something you will wear to a date, interview, seniors' farewell, prize presentation. this means...formal wear rite? ie shirt, pants, leather shoes etc..a quick survey on our class guys came up with this : 1.yaozong and vincent wearin school uniform, yaozong not even going! 2.heming and junyuan and weijie wearing polo tee /long sleeve shirt and jeans. so...where's formal wear gone to?!haha...worst..a simple survey on the class girls : 1. practically all the girls i spoke to says school uniform. 2.some even say yingqi herself is gonna be in school uniform. oh well..this rox!hahaha...so much for dress to impress...guess we look impressive enuf in grey!haha...oh my..this is a long one.anw tink i'll end this la..the effects of the long island (dunno y...i seem to love it more and more..haha..taste like pepsi twist lor!) startin to wear out..so cya ppl! peace! and i wan my sushi!

2004-09-26T09:31:00.000+08:00

How come we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how,
this bullshit can't be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you

2004-09-26T09:12:00.000+08:00

oh man...i'm peeling!not jus any form of peeling..i'm peeling at places i dun wanna peel yet!haha...i'm peeling on my nose, cheek, forehead, chin, neck, back of my neck, abit at my ears...yucks!went to ntuc ysterday and gues what the auntie at the counter said...she said "ah boy..no qu da jia ar?" meaning "boy, you went fighting arh?"haha...its that bad lor.hopes it gets better on monday...if not i'm not gonna go to school on mon w/o a proper mask!
anw..Manchester United followed up their Monday night win over Liverpool with a passionate 1-0 victory at White Hart Lane thnx to ruud van nistelrooy!haha..his penalty damn well struck la..but for the 1st time i didn't dare look at him take the kick lor...my heart was in my mouth when he took it..haha.but its nice cos man u won again!ofcos...liverpool oso won...sian.and arsenal won very very boringly, and chelsea won by the solitary drogba goal after dunno how many chances.finally even my dad agrees that that drogba is a complete waste of money.hahaha.i like what the commentator said abt the match...one of them said "no wonder this match is in a stalemate" cos at that time its still 0-0.den the other said "yeah...stalemate in every sense in the word..the players do look stale and so does the play".sth lidat la..haha.but it was funny lor!
but the worst thing is....real madrid.sth is realli screwed up in that club..they hav practically all their stars in...ronaldo, becks, figo, raul, guti.defence dey had salgado, samuel, helguera.the only stupid thing the coach did was to play raul bravo!to hell with that guy man...real went down 1-2 to athletic bilbao...and the 2 goals bilbao scored are both due to raul bravo's poor marking and pathetic mistakes!even the commentator said so..he's so pathetic i tink he'l struggle in s-league la.but real's play was poor in the opening half lor..can't string 2 passes together!but after the break they came back and played like the real madrid i used to see and the real madrid that used to score 4 - 5 goals per game.their passing was damn zai la...but to be honest dey need a holding midfielder!where's davids?!haha..and raul scored a spectacular goal!!man..realli nice goal..totally galaticos play sia..damn impressed.if lydia saw it she will scream lor.haha.kiddin
speakin abt lydia..saw her blog and the thing abt friends.come to think abt it...i'm having the same problem too..reminds me of D12's song "how come"...gues i can only try my best to go out w them more or sth...and try to go back to the great times we used to hav?how i wish i can try...and ofcos turn back time.anw off to breakfast! peace

2004-09-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...

2004-09-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

finally prelims are over!!actually...over on tuesday.haha.so this shall be a long post again..haha.anw prelims has been out right torturous sia..the physics paper was...ok la.the maths paper...thought i could do ok until Ms Wong came to say "hongyi, i'm going to catch you for remedial" which simply means i suck...shit.but she said dun worry cos no matter what she's gonna catch me for remedial and i din improve enuf..so..fingers crossed! econs simply sux sia...the mcq was one of the worst ever!for once i hav zero confidence la..and i din even finish the DRQ!! left one whole part blank...haiz..hopin for the best.
went to sentosa yesterday...and boy was it fun!haha...surprisingly fun la i should say.was talkin abt how bad it may turn out the whole of tuesday evening..expecting the seperation and stuff...but it actually turned out quite nice and quite bonding..haha.burnt all ovr sia...and i dunno y!wanted to get a nice tan...but ended up burnt sia!i only sprayed a little of sun-tanning oil (the stupid bottle said spray as often as desired)..stayed in the sun as long as most ppl...but y am i so burnt?haha...shocked myself when i went to bathe at home..was standin infront of the mirror and was shocked!but now it hurts lor...so that kinda sux.so painful i couldn't put on ANY form of clothing..haha.now i know y japanese soccer rox...we played beach soccer with some japanese dudes (whom according to the girls are damn cute la...oh please !!! haha) perhaps we haven't exercise for ages that's y a little running was all we could manage and we totally lost out..got thrashed terribly la.in total yinghao scored 2 and i scored 1...out of more den 10 chances.hahaha...talk abt poor finishing sia. but i got kicked, pushed and shoved so much i tot i was playin wrestling lor...and dunno y i'm the only one pushing and shoving arnd w the dudes..ofcoz except yinghao la..haha.but in anycase thankz to the girls for planning the outing...totally had a blast!haha...and there was no short supply of babes la! there's this totally hot babe in maroon bikini..her boobs are terrific and wonderfully shaped, her whole body so nicely shaped she looked like a model out of FHM.haha..man haven't seen sth lidat in ages! saw leonard's gf, yanyin's, sister...and she totally looks better den yanyin la.leonard's lost!hahaha...kiddin man. in any case her frnd was oso chio..and has a pretty nice body too.how i wished i actually went to ask for her number or sth..hahaha.too tired and flushed i gues.
went to watch home united vs olympic beirut after that...but becoz serhwee, kenneth (who had chem prelims today but didn't study...zai sia!) and i were late we only watched the 2nd half..and we didn't even pay for the ticket la.the 3 of us jus walked in and sat down. the game was kinda boring and the crowd was like...so silent even a game in NJC has more passion and cheers la! but it was worth it (though i paid nuthin..haha) cos i watched all 3 goals! shiok sia...didn't know home united was that zai.they actually look better in real life den on tv! mayb i shld go watch more s-league eh?hahaha..
been slackin alot liao...dunno if i should study or sth..but no mood sia.hahaha..jus hope the prelims was ok la...if not it'l be damn big morale dipper and sucker punch.but i shldn't ask for too much given my effort eh? oh btw...when's the pw group outing ?!?! hahaha....lets hav a small outin some time soon eh?hahaha...tot the girls wanna go vincent's house?haha...
anytin la i dun mind...jus wanna go relax first b4 the final push!but now...gotta try to put on a shirt and go ntuc to get somethin for my throat..think too much salt water yesterday...hahaha.
anw...Beckham free kick eases Real crisis haha...rox sia!!finally can wear my real jersey out w/o feelin like tearin it.haha...hope this will ease real into action lor..jus like the liverpool win will do good for man u definitely! watch out all arsenal and chelsea supporters! here comes the red devils!! haha...tink i go take a nap or sth...peace peepz!

2004-09-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

My tea's gone cold

I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

the morning rain clouds up my window

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'd all be grey,

but your picture on my wall

it reminds me that it's not so bad

it's not so bad

2004-09-18T10:55:00.000+08:00

man..been lagging again.told myself i'm gonna finish physics..and till now i'm stil at charge and field!!help!!and the worst thing is..my stomach ain't helpin.suddenly havin stomach aches sia..duno y.its those...immense hurt but at the same time u dun feel the need to enter the loo.die...i can't be pregnant rite?!?!?!yaozong!! help me!!haha..
anw..happy bday kenneth!haha...kenbang 18 liao..go screw sum biatch yea?
[man u v liverpool...can't keep it out of my head.how's it going to be?who will win?somehow i hav a feeling the garcia-alonso-gerrard-kewell midfield is too strong for giggs-keane-djemba-ronaldo partnership...garcia's too fast and alonso startin to show how gd he is.unless giggs stops doin his useless tricks and starts gettin decent crosses in and ronaldo continues bamboozing and mesmerising defenders..sth bad may happen.same for my prelims..haha]
study study study liao...can't wait for 22nd to come.part of me kept thinkin abt it sia.seems such a long time since we actually went out as a class (or anythin that resembles a group more than a clique)..so how will it be like?how's e atmosphere goin to be?somehow i have a bad feelin sia..oh well i'm there for the tan!haha..
finally punggol has an NTUC and a foodcourt!!darn...and finally i've seen semblance of chiobu in punggol!darn..went there last nite and already saw 3...haha..realised i'm gettin desperate sia..my marriage with my notes and books seems to be under tremendous stress!haha..
back to my beloved books liao...peace

prelims!!

2004-09-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

phew...its half time in prelims! as in...realli half time cos i've jus finished 3 out of 6 days of exans.and already i feel like shit sia. so guys..forgive me for being too agitated here yea?
prelims sux...really.i've been practicing maths for the past 3-4 days..whatever i can find on integration i've done it.but in the maths paper...i can't do the integration question! actually..i could. i did half...and got something plus an I, which is correct. but in all the practice i had i had nvr touched anythin to do with an I, i forgot what to do with the I !! man...to say unfair!! i swore i did over 60 questions for integration in practice and it comes to this!! worst of all...after doing both njc papers for the past 2 years and the cjc paper in the booklet, i found out a common trend : no complex numbers. And even if complex numbers is to come out, its jus about drawing circles or bisectors, and that's the thing i could do (the last test with complex numbers, i got full marks for that part!haha), hence i didn't touch complex numbers and instead focused on...integration. shit thing was...complex numbers came out! and...it had nuthing to do with the circles or bisectors! jus some formula i din know existed! piang! what hell..and every1 knows i didn't touch ap, gp and summation...and it came out !! haha. but of cos..kenneth still rox!haha..can't believe u didn't do 70 plus marks worth of questions la..u're the smart one le!!haha...but nvm la..u stil have 4 subs lor..unlike the rest of us.haha.all e best man!
econs was not much better. The night b4, i disobeyed the law of all exams : sleep early the night before a big paper, especially if there are 2 big papers comin up the nxt day. the whole night i slept only for 1 hour : from 430 to 520 in the morning.what did i do? i went to study the common topics like inflation, taxation, price theory, balance of payments, international trade, market failure and macro objectives of econs. pretty much eh? well..took me 5 hours to do it. ofcos i studied my pass papers and stuff...so that took me 7 hours. but guess what...there's none of my favourite topics or the more common topics accordin to last year's 'A' lvl paper in this prelim paper!! Sharon ong told her class to study wages and market structure and stuff...sayin sth like "both topics haven't been coming out for the pass 2 years in 'A' levels, thus we think it may come out. and prelims are to prepare you for 'A' levels...." that's as good as providing an answer key la!! but the shit is...my teacher daniel wong said nuts to us! talk abt fairness! so in simple words...7 hours of work has been wasted.
because of 7 hours on econs...i hav 0 that night for physics. after the econs paper we gathered in the library (dunno why its still called the library..it should be called an auction house or a stadium with the noise) to study. but honestly..how are u gonna put the entire physics syllabus into your head with the econs stuff still inside?! i had abit from studying during the early part of the week...but i forgot most by the end of econs paper..so i was in pretty deap shit.the physics paper ( simon tan said it was an easy paper...and teai said sth like they don't dare to test us anymore..so that means the paper is easy rite?) was not as difficult as i tot..but definitely not easy!! alot of conceptual work la...like what the hell am i supposed to do with a dumb eagle flying at 20m/s ?! the worst thing (my life do suck) is...section B of the paper requires 40 minutes...i couldn't see the damn clock as i was sitting all the way at the back of the hall..and u all know i dun carry watches or alarm clocks or grandfather clocks for that matter...thus i'm left with relying on the speed of ppl arnd me to gauge the time and the guy on my right was the man sia..and so i thought! out of 6 questions of section A we were to choose 4...and when i finish my 4th..the guy on my right was still not done with his section A..so i tot there's still alot of time left since he was still in section A. but when i looked up...the clock read sth like 4.10 or 4.15pm...and the paper ends at 4.33pm!! that guy beside me already finished section B la!! piang..i'm stupid!haiz...this is not fair..
haven't slept a proper night since the start of holidays..and i stil haven't have that luxury!last nite wanted to slp..but man u was playing sia..so no choice had to get serhwee to wake me up. and he did..jus for me to sleep again once he put down the phone.hahahaha.i'm good sia..but the good thing is this : Trailing to first-half efforts from Cris and Pierre Frau, van Nistelrooy, ably assisted by dazzling Portuguese winger Cristiano Ronaldo, dragged his team back into the game in five stunning minutes after the interval. WOOHOO !! who's the man!haha.but the draw was kinda sucky la..could do with a win but come to think of it.away draw with lyon rox even if its jus a draw...considering juventus triumph through nedved screamer and Real Madrid's defensive frailties resurfaced in spectacular fashion on Wednesday night as they were comprehensively beaten by Bayer Leverkusen at the BayArena. its not comprehendisively beaten lor...its totally thrashed!! its so embarrassing i'm going to burn my real jersey if they dun win their nxt game by more than 1 goal!! ofcos..liwapoo won la...cos of their me-lan ba-lo lucky stuff...but it was an interesting night in europe no doubt!
guess i'm done here la..gotta get back to studying (oh man...think i'm putting in alot more effort than most ppl are at work earning $$ lor..and atleast they hav $$..i'm having bad luck!) but the thing is...guys if u have time go flip the classified or recruit part of the papers. found out how many jobs actually only require things like "secondar 2 education" or "o level" or "minumum diploma"? and some of these jobs earn you $2000 plus la...of cos plus bonus but hey..u don't see anything there that has sth like "a level education required" or sth...is 'A' lvls useless? hmm...food for thought? i need food for my stomach now...peace out peepz! all the best for the remaining papers and lets go have tonnes of fun in sentosa!! yeah!

2004-09-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

gues wat..i missed the deadline.though its self imposed..i still haven't touched maths!i'm still at...full-wave rectifier la.i'm so gonna die this prelims...and w my pathetic state of progress ( i simply hav no idea why..) i mite not study much for econs sia.the most jus read thru notes and outlines and rely on whatever i remember from mock.how is any1 gonna complete the syllabus?! and i'm only on 3 subs lor..haiz.
anw finally found a sport which is as exciting as soccer and bball! its called...tennis! watched serena williams vs jennifer capriati (of whatever her name's spelling is).it was such a high tension game la!but that capriati is quick for her huge figure lor..williams played her from left to right of the court and she returned every ball with practically no errors sia.its like everything ur tennis coach can teach u...and it still didn't work! ofcos the 50plus unforced errors on william's part contributed to her lost la..haha.but the sad thing is...4 judgmental errors by the line officials and the dumbass chair umpire, 3 in a the same set!, cost williams her place in the semis sia..blatant ins were called out lor! even the line official called it in..that dumbass of a chair umpire called it out! its like...andy d'urso giving barry ferguson 2 yellow cards and not sent him off.haha.and its like blatant non offsides being called offsides la...imagine 3 in a row!suddenly i feel sorry for serena sia..haha.
2ndly..england won!finaly score poland 1 - 2 england which was kinda lucky to be honest.though defoe scored a nice goal..england's midfield still suck la.and whoever said beckham sux can go eat my crap!who set up defoe's goal!?who had 3 shots on target?!dun even tink frank lampard had that many to speak of.and the best thing is....viera was sent off!! cool sia..that bozo got sent off when he..dived!haha.and del piero scored too!this is a good omen sia...hmmm
jus a little distraction frm mugging...sian..gues i'm back to studyin inverting and non inverting irritants.peace!

useless

2004-09-08T03:02:00.000+08:00

feeling somewhat useless now..dunno y.told myself to study and study and finish the whole darn physics syllabus by..wednesday which is TODAY! and look at me!i'm online and i've not completed physics yet!damn...after spendin the whole day lookin at my notes and stuff i stil can't get my mind to focus sia..any1 got great mugging tips to share?if i dun finish physics by wednesday (today!!), i won't start maths and my econs will die...so basically shld i jus stop?haiz...feeling tired easily sia.
thnx yaozong for stoppin by..haha.tot u said no time to study?!haha.yz's been stressing me la..but its true la.1 week is not enuf for us to thoroughly go thru the syllabus lor...i'm a 3 subber and i can't do it.how abt 4 subbers?haiz...hope all these is worth it sia.
hope i dun end up doin abit of everything...cos abit of everything is as good as nuthing lor as my common tests have shown.haiz..gues i better head back to books quick! (vincent has more den 20 maths questions to ask ms wong la!!alamak!!ahhhhhhh)
on seperate note...vijay singh finally did what we all tot he had already done last year or sth...he became world number 1 golfer!congrats!sad for woods though..cos his 2nd place finish behind vijay only showed that his time is up and some1 else has climbed over him sia.oh well atleast he's gettin better?haha.and golf's no longer gonna end up like cycling (lance armstrong) and F1 racing (michael schumacher) and track & field (team usa)..haha.more exciting!
graeme souness as new Newcastle manager..hmm..freddy shepherd certainly lost his MARBLES la!!but not as if i can care more.1 less contender (if they ever were) for us!
alrite...chiong physics liao...all e best ppl! peace!

mugging

2004-09-07T06:51:00.000+08:00

yo peepz..how's muggin comin along?its like how early in the morning and i'm supposed to be mugging la.sian.supposed to meet vincent and the rest at woodlands library later..but gotta understand sia..punggol to woodlands not very travel friendly.plus i hav to stay home today..so sorry peepz!
oh..supposed to meet yifen as well...but...same reason la.haha.
so far...i've only been doing physics..and the syllabus seems to be stretching wider and wider everytime i re-visit one of the notes la!its like..suddenly realised ALOT i've not touched yet when i did the RJC prelim paper.oh man...maths is worst!mountains and mountains sia...and my maths ain't good in the first place...oh well i'm in deep shit.
the worst thing is...everyone i know has been muggin consistently and has..by now..completed quite alot.weijie nearly finished maths C.vincent...way infront alr.yeechwan and yaozong...needless to say.junyuan too...and i'm left lagging!
haha...ok enuf of stressing myself out.saw the brazil vs bolivia match and boy...they are good! they led by 3-0 in the 1st half la...how zai can they get. even the fat boy ronaldo looks good lor...and chicken ronaldinho didn't hav a very good game but was still zai enuf to score and test the keeper a number of times.the brazilians make arsenal's style of play look ridiculously dumb la! all their one touch passes are like...mixture of above the head and b/w the legs lor.haha.love the Selaccao liao!haha.
sian...guess i gotta go back muggin liao la.cya peepz! peace

2004-09-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

finally got the time to change the template..how's this?cool aint it?haha.reminds me of school of rock sia..damn nice.but kinda edited abit here and there so looks abit weird la.especially the "about me" thing..dunno how to get rid of it..any idea?
gonna study in school tmr with the guys..hope its productive cos til now i haven't realli gotten into my books yet! prelims prelims...damn whoever thought of such a thing.
jus realised i'm growin super unfit sia..and my weight is terrible! i'm like...69kg already! darn..someday i gotta get out there and exercise sia..if not i'l end up realli like a sumo wrestler.
dunno if i should like..talk to my bro or sth.haven't said a thing to him ever since we last quarrelled..which is like weeks ago..and i still don't wanna change that cos dun wanna waste my saliva on that stubborn ass.but mom's been askin me to talk to him...hmm.oh well let him fail and get his ego back down to earth b4 i open my mouth.kinda realised now how hard it was for dad to talk to me..haha.

sian..

2004-09-05T06:13:00.000+08:00

holidays started..but somehow i don't feel like i'm having school holidays sia.what's uP?haha.stress sia.anw woke up super early today jus to go nygh.wat a school!went there..couldn't find a toilet to change to cos the stupid toilet cleaner damn fast! was at one male toilet and there was this "cleaning in progress" sign outside, so i went to look for another toilet.by the time i reached the nxt male toilet..the another cleaner has already placed the "cleaning in progress" sign outside it! ended up changing in the changing room backstage of the audi.
the inter-area thingie was lame..damn bored the whole time la.it reminded me alot of pw cos of all the surveys and all the interviews they did.pw..hmm.haha.in anycase...saw a number of chio chinese girls..which is rare for npcc.chio sia..but lots of attitude. one even diao-ed me when i walked pass la.
jus realised one thing..nanyang girls (in npcc i guess) are super polite and timid. they were moving chairs and my friend and i decided to help them out..and they jus blushed and turned away.haha.den when we went to move the chairs..they ran towards us and asked us to pass them the chairs..sia la.think if the nanyang girls were replaced by chinese high boys..my friend and I will probably be the only one moving stuff!
went to play pool after that..kinda lame and pathetic cos pool factor was crowded like hell.den some indian guy kept playing avril lavigne's 'happy ending' again and again la...sia la! if u wan put it in ur mp3 player and listen it alone!
speakin abt mp3 players..shit sia didn't go w kenneth and the guys cos of the dumb npcc thing!see la..sacrificed my free time jus to go to nygh..lots of opportunity cost involved lor.wonder what they bought..but my dad also refused to let me get it la.one MD is enough, he said. but pls lor..its a totally different thing!
now i hate 2 people the most..sven goran erikson and david james! the former...pathetic lousy coach who for no good reason sub out one of his goalscorers when his goalscorer (steven gerard la...haha) actually asked him to sub out a team mate (wayne bridge) !! everyone was cursing him when he took off steven gerard la. dumb ass...call urself a manager "with good man-management skills". slap him la. james even worse..he did an oliver kahn!! kahn let a carlos free kick squirm underneath him..but carlos's shot is powerful. james let a lousy shit head score the same way la!! end result of these 2 losers : austria 2 - 2 england. and poland is way stronger lor..if england dun qualify i'm gonna fly to england and shoot both of them!
been slackin quite abit liao...sian.think i'l go back to sleep la..peace dudes!

wat a day!

2004-09-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

wat a dumb day.no lessons for the whole day, partly cos I never bothered to attend lectures, and I ended up in school sia.how dumb can i get? at least dumber den many others in class who stayed at home to mug. mug mug mug.suddenly remembered what vincent said..better not use the word too often, rite? haha.
but the day was to prove its redundancy when serhwee sat beside me, and wee gin infront of him. practically spent the WHOLE time in the library lookin at the 2 of them acting cute la.haha. sometimes one gotta wonder how they manage to stay 2gether for so long, where as i can't even sustain one for half that period of time.hmm...
went for that appreciation ceremony in chinese high at abt 1. lucky i'm not gullible eunf to follow gabriel and appear in "smart casual attire".haha.the audi was packed with ppl in chinese high uniform la. that kinda made the ceremony sucky, cos i thought it was for us officers and coaches.but nevertheless, i got a new watch. Another watch.haha.atleast this one looks better...and will still look guangrong-ish when he wears it.hahaha.
met serhwee and kenneth at the street court later, not expecting to touch the ball cos i'm wearin my beloved adistar! but ended up after crapping for an hour or so in the SUN (thnx to the 2 idiots la!!haha) a ball appeared, and i was tempted into the court. I know i ain't particularly good at soccer, and after spending 2 gay years playin street at the low competitive levels of NJC, i took quite some time to come back sia. but way to go man..scored 2 in 4 games i tink.haha.totally made that lijiawei and kick-water guy look dumb in that 2 goals. one is a very simple cut back...leaving that Big FAT OBNOXIOUS DICKHEAD looking like a piece of stone and slotting w my damn weak left foot, den the 2nd weird. they line up the wall tinking i'll shoot frm the centre circle.but please la i'm wearing cloth shoe!!pain lor!!so i took a little touch away frm them, den dribble 1 step and shoot and....GOAL! so fast that kenneth didn't even see it la.hahahaha.oh well..but my fitness sux la.after awhile of trying to find positions and figuring out where the kenneth trying to pass to..i'm panting liao.shit. yinghao gimme your stamina!!! u dun need alot for bed :P hahahaa.
went to get the...dunno how many pairs of shoe liao. its another sala.hope it can bring back fond experiences when i last wore a sala. talked to justin quite abit...jus like to vincent yesterday.long time didn't say so much to a guy la..not that i'm gay! but tink the relationship really killed off all ties of me with the outside world. so is it a blessing in disguise? i hope so.haha.well atleast i have u guys..and girls mayb? haha. kinda found out abt alot in these recent conversations.haha.
but what realli pissed me off is the indian uncle frm the lousy shop in queensway. ask him to get the size out (which he normally asks us w/o hesitation) and he gave me a farked up look..as if he doesn't wan a potential customer. and after i asked him if i could try another one...he started sayin sth like "make up your mind, which one u want?" That's the whole farking POINT! of course i can't decide thats y i'l trying out !! dumb prick...
been tinkin abt her quite alot lately...shit.Dun wanna fall in love at this point in time, though i doubt its love..its jus some 1/2 fetish and 1/2 desperation.haha.i sound so stressed la!
read lydia's blog...she's deeply stressed. RELAX girl! i'm as stressed as u are...and in far more terrible academic shape den u..don't brood ovr the stress yea? let's work towards better results!haha..
think that's it sia..gonna get a new mp3 player i hope.haha.peace out!

rooney!

2004-09-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

oh man...check this out : United finally complete Rooney deal. haha..that's sucky!! and furthermore : Ruud hails 'frightening' Rooney !!. haha. can't believe it! been linkin a few ppl...and hopin to link more..so show up peepz if u want! haha.peace!

oh man..

2004-09-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

Latest: Sir Bobby Robson is SACKED !! man..that rox!haha.so that means there will be only one Sir left in the game and that Sir is at Man Utd! And to make things worst...guess whose his top choice for successor right now...Gerard Houllier !! haha. I'm so sure Freddy Sheperd has brains la!! But that means one less challenger...if they ever were one...so MAN U ALL THE WAY ! No news on rooney though..but soccernet says that Man Utd close in on Rooney deal. so that means that fat boy is coming! honestly speakin i dun really like him and dun really see a need to sign him, but if he can come and score goals....who cares ?!
Teachers' Day celeb today...whole performance was kinda draggy. And that teacher with FLABBY arms did that retro thingie la..looks so shit faggot! But the dance thingie was quite nice la...by the group in all black. Went back to see teachers w ken, serhwee, yinghao, clarence and bene. kinda felt stupid lookin for mrs sow cos...i dropped chem !! in any case most of the teachers forgot us...and we hardly cared. After that went to town to lame...and watch 13 going 30 or sth lidat. It rox sia! atleast it was funny w a plot unlike the twins effect! haha. ken and i were luffing so much the couple on ken's left was luffin at us la. but the most stupid thing was...yinghao brought serene along!! how dumb can he get. but it was good fun luffing at him la, and he had to tone down alot because she's around. yeah! haha.
in all honesty, kinda miss all the 4G people la. but alot of 'em didn't show up this year..ak, thia (who i heard was mugging), bernard tan (no prizes for guessing what he's doin), leonard (must be w his yy la) and many more. dunno when will hav e chance to meet up again...sad.
alrite..its gettin draggy like e performance...time for bed sia..cya peepz! cheers!

yo peepz

2004-08-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Alrite...i'm back. dunno y suddenly decided to redo one again.seemed to be always reviving and killing and reviving and killing my blogs again and again..haha.but decided to keep this as long as possible la. anyway dunno where i put all those templates alr..so anyone out there can spare some?haha...cos mine currently sux! oh well...guess who's back !