Thursday, September 30, 2004

oh well...got an E for econs..i'm very very disappointed.all cos i didn't study for theory of wages la!if i did..and presumably i did that essay question as well as i did the other 2, i will get a 42 for essay lor! but nvrtheless...gilbert lee jus has to rob me of marks.the DRQ question is abt money growth, in other words percentage change in money supply accordin to the data. I wrote that same line down in my essay, and mr lee circled "supply" and gave me ZEROs for the question and the nxt as well! man...i tink he didnt read the "percentage change in" in front lor!piang...how dumb?!haiz..more work has to be done on econs..and i'm determined to do it!
sth kinda funny happened today...vin kinda got in a fight w derwin!haha..it started (apparently) frm derwin pinchin vin's nipples (typical...) and ended with a full-blooded kick to the groin frm vin!man...that's the power of the strongest fighter in NJ eh?haha..i could feel the kick frm behind vin lor..but anw after a 5 min spell of heated argument..vin said everythin's cool..haha..hope so.kinda interesting and kinda lit up the day filled w disappoinement. but nvrtheless tink derwin took it too far..and vin simply reacted but still tried to control himself.didn't dare get in the way, though i realli wanna stop them and get in the middle, cos sth tells me both sides are...too volatile.haha.but nvrtheless..if i had to choose a side i'l prob take vin's side..dilema..
anw hope lydia finds her wallet...cos i know how it feels to lose it.I lost mine not too long ago and went frm ang mo kio straight down to hougang w justin la to search for it.
can u guys believe it? rio ferdinand is the captain-to-be of man u!! and i tot ryan giggs is the vice-captain, and gary neville a senior player will stand a higher chance!.haha..hope its a good choice fergie! w rio, atleast the defence looks better..hahaha.
jus heard frm my bro abt his results..not very impressive.though E maths he has a A1, he got B3 for chinese, A maths, chem.and he had a D7 for physics..oh man.that's sucky to be honest.the guy who always did better in studies ovr the years, always beating the mark i set b4 him, is now gonna be behind..reminds me of what vin wrote in his blog..only thing its the reverse.the perspective of an elder bro..kinda sad life always havin to set the example.like way earlier when i was tryin my dead best to get dad to upgrade the internet connection plan (back den it was only 56k la..and i wanted an upgrade frm 30 hours a month to 55 hrs a month) and even had to study hard to produce results which den could finally persuade him...compared to my brothers now..broadband excess and 2 coms both at download speeds of 512k i tink..and my loser of a youngest bro plays Diablo 2 whole afternoon when he comes home.talk abt efficient use of technology..back den any extra charge due to me exceeding the 30 hrs will come out frm my own pocket..hence irc chats are as good as calling the chat numbers u find in newpapers..now look at him..and his results...haiz.my life sia...sux.
anw go slp liao la...b4 the day ends..happy bday yifen!haha..peace


oh man...disappointment all around.got back my maths and physics prelim papers..and results ain't good.physics, though it was said to be an easy paper, and i tot it was kinda easy too, wasn't good at all. I only managed a mediocre D...a 53% which sux la..a C would hav been much better.but the main source of my downfall comes frm my paper 3. It was so badly done cos of my time management tat none of my individual questions (apart frm the fluids ones) passed la.its so saddening..but a D is wad i deserve la considering the amt of work i put in compared to the rest.as usual the smart ones did well...ppl like yaozong and weili and jy all got their Bs, vincent got another 59..haha..and derwin also a B.maths..dun wanna talk abt it.after so much time i still can't do it..guess i'm jus not cut out for maths.even my favoured statistics was kinda disappointing this time round.haiz..mayb the only consolation is i didn't fail any sub?yet?gettin econs soon..kinda scared...very scared infact.
man u recorded a thrashing 2 nites ago..kinda watched the match last nite and to be honest, defence still look abit suspect..but who cares?haha..6-2 was a great result sia.didn't know rooney's that good...in 1 game he managed to score a third of what he scored for everton in a season!haha..real madrid did a remarkable comeback sia..watched it durin dinner and this match was so much more entertaining.like what the commentator said.."this team is a team of 2 halves.in the opposing half they look every bit like scoring, in their own half they look every bit like conceding!" guess real shld do what dey do best : attack! jus like me..if maths suck den try hard for other subs!hahaha...see?u do learn lessons frm soccer!haha..lame.but figo played a realli good match.some little boy shld carry a cardboard box with "please buy figo" written on it in man u..haha.imagine figo and ronaldo on the flanks..giggs and scholsey behind ruud, keane in frnt of the back 4 and rio & co at the back.nice line up eh?hahaha..
inter won this morning..saw the highlights and i was like..woah.adriano's so strong i tink he shld change sports to boxing or wrestling..and veron's as good as ever sia..his passing's damn good.y didnt he perform in the TOD ?!?and the best news is..arsenal drew!told u they r lousy..chelsea aint' that much better.they're jus lucky porto's defence kinda porous and attack kinda blunt..
anw..still tinkin abt econs and my prelims..total morale de-booster (the opposite of booster la!haha) and deflator la..gotta bounce back!cya peepz..peace


Tuesday, September 28, 2004

dodge! 

dodgeball rox!haha...as in its lame la..but its funny..super funny.realli nice show to destress or to relax with..espcially when u're sick.ben stiller rox sia..the way he acted as that gay-ish gym owner who pumps his own underwear up to look like he has a HUGE dick.haha..oh and he wanks with pizza! oh man...gross!but the best part has to come from the russian lookin iron lady and that nerdy dude frm average joe's!haha...they make a HOT couple la!! hahaha...anw watched w kenneth, derwin, serhwee and weegin, who jus went to sentosa b4 that..sentosa!argh!!haha...pretty fun la.
derwin's weird la..haha.b4 the show we were at far east cos he wanted to get his bag fixed (supposed to hav a lifetime guaruntee on it). i tot he was gonna get a replacement..but gues what! the lady at the shop (which we found after a LONG search) said she cannot switch b4 making a sale if not it will be bad luck for the entire year!!what crap!ended up stitching it for derwin but the handmanship is pathetic!super pathetic..no wonder they said life time guaruntee...u need life time and the life after guaruntee for that kinda work la! haha..that's the only bright spot of the day!
anw..what's up with marriage eh?avril lavigne was repeatedly married to derek sth frm Sum41..and a week later derek's agent or sth said no such thing.britney spears (or ferdeline) is playin with marriage so much its as though its jus a game of mixing and matching...hell no!marriage is supposed to be a blessed occasion so big the only thing that can be better is your own birth..so wassup w those ppl playin w marriage?
man u playin tonite...hope they win.real playin too...hope dey jus play a normal game la..liverpool playin..to hell w them.hahahahaha..gonna incur the wrath of all RED fans of merseyside but i dun care !!haha...alrite i'm off..peace!

ps liyan..you're too young!haha...so young u're so afraid of that show u had to call me when u are walkin home la.hahaha...no pt makin me bring u to clubbin la.hahaha :P


new template 

yo peepz..how's this new look?haha..yifen said the school of rock one too common, so kinda got her help and got this new one!haha...kinda meteora inspired la.anw jus post ur comments!haha...will need them all to get a nice one.
anw..i'm sick!as in..not mentally but physically.came back frm the clinic last nite and doctor said i had a fever, super red throat (tot any part of ur body's supposed to be red anyways?) and kinda bad cough.haha...as if i dunno! but the good thing is that doctor's realli nice..though he's an old man and stuff he still chats with me and even made light hearted jokes abt my burns!cool dude sia that doc..haha..kinda like my family's doctor la cos we see him everytime we hav to.haha.now i'm jus damn dead beat...super lethargic and super uninterested in doin anythin..and my medicine looks like candies!haha...M&Ms in fact!how cool is that.haha
anw ysterday's dress to impress is realli pathetic.the entire s09 (excludin jy and sq) were in uniform la.haha.and that trainer, adrian, said we look very united.haha..i wish! but in anycase adrian was like crappin his way thru the 3 hours plus and the $50 per person course lor..like for example, how do we get bad breath? accordin to him, one way to solve bad breath problem is to eat regularly, because "you know when you wake up you have bad breath rite? its cos at night you are not eating, so somehow or other you get bad breath la" oh man !!! that's stupid!!! he taught us alot of basic stuff la..which makes me wonder..i could actually take on his job!haha..jus hav to polish up my lame jokes and go back-packing arnd the world abit to come up with stories..and i can charge $50 a person for a dumb course!haha...btw adrian looks ALOT like yinghao la..so much so i actually tot he was yinghao's cousin or sth la!haha...exact expressions and even exact looks! now i know..yinghao has an occupational choice in the future!haha..dun need to study liao la dude!
after that kinda played abit of badminton...still can't get that sharpness back..and i realised my backhand sux more and more..possibly frm my lack of wrist power i gues.yaozong came and said sth kinda noteworthy..he said "actually if we partner, i tink we can make it one lor" haha..sorry la dude no chance to try it out..mayb nxt time we partner den we will be smashing our way to victory!haha...imagine 2 hard hitters! stil havn't played singles yet..mayb when i get my stamina back i'l take on..vincent?haha..
played lan after that..and boy was it fun!haha..i haven't been on a fragging run for so long sia...and i actually was able to shoot quite well!haha..the only guy there who kinda bothers me is heming (no offence to the others yea?haha)..that guy was right beside me and i was screen watching all the time, yet he kills me b4 i can kill him.darn..haha.and vincent la..kept hiding in the dark with smoke grenades durin mansion..and kept flash-banging his own team mates (weijie and i) during assault.hahaha.but nvrtheless it was real fun ! hope we can do it again...
pw outing is cancelled..sigh..but i'm sick la so can't realli enjoy anw.but was kinda touched by what lyd said. realli missed those gr8 times when we jus hanged arnd and talk crap..and also those guys in nj043 who actually tolerated w my immense nonsense n my unpredictable mood..thnx alot peepz! u guys will always be missed my me too! especially for being so understanding and for being so forgiving and helpful..wonder what i'l do w/o u guys..but abit sad we ain't that close la..if we were closer god knows how happy we would be..i would be..haha..blissful thinking i gues.
anw tink i'l be goin out soon...watchin dodgeball w kenneth and derwin (imagine that!haha) so...peace out dudes!



Sunday, September 26, 2004

ahhh! 

help!!i'm like...peeling frm nose to neck to cheek to chin to back to chest to stomach to arm to hand sia..i'm like so cancerous now.hahaha...my dad saw me walk out of the bathroom and was like "what happen to you?!" i tink he tot i went to fight with the bath towel..haha..but it realli looks disgusting.heming!!! your sun tan lotion!! tink u brought bbq sauce instead of sun tanning lotion lor!haha kiddin man.
was talkin to li when i realised something.indirectly i've jus insulted myself! i told her i feel so much like a girl in a guys body with all the urges of a guy.hahaha.and she played on by sayin i'm a good DA JIE! oh man...i dun wanna be a da jie!! i wanna be a good guy, bf, husband, father, grandfather, great grandfather and there on..not da jie! budden i can't deny la..i'm realli weird. how many guys out there can actually say that he has 6 pairs of shoes, and still craving for more.wardrobe of clothes he wont wear (i still hav no idea why i bought that dumb fubu shirt..haha.haven't touch that $80 piece of cloth!), 5 deodourants which smell alike, 4 different kinds of hair stylin stuff..and 4 bags.and how many guys can lay claim to wanting to spend $$ whenever he feels sad or dejected, wanting to go shopping in order to vent his frustration...and wanting to eat his heart out whenever sth ain't rite? hmmm...if i fit the bill..i must be a...great metrosexual a la david beckham!hahaha..come to tink of it..jus saw nelly's video "Air Force One".man..that guy walked out of the store with tonnes of shoes! so..i ain't that sissified like some ppl said! haha...but da jie ?!?! actually...not a bad idea!
anw my dad jus said sth super funny. he came over to me and my bro and said sth like "i know you guys like to watch soccer matches, sometimes even repeat telecasts again and again if it is a good match, and i understand the game too so i understand why you watch it, but your mum doesn't. your mum is from another universe so she won't understand why, and it is your job to explain to her or she will be angry. If you explain to her already and she still don't understand, then fine.but i have to stand by her side, if not she will feel very helpless and lonely" somethin lidat la...so can any smart person out there help me out here by explainin what he jus said?haha...1st he somewhat insulted my mum...den say he gotta stand by her, den say we hav to explain to her or she will be angry, but even if she is angry after our explanation we are off the hook..cool!hahaha..my dad's havin too much stress at work liao!haha..brings me back to what vincent said.how am i gonna educate my children..hmm.guess i'l do it the way i like my life to be..easy and at my own pace. If i dun earn as much, fine.atleast i get a wholesome life..and not like vincent's dad (hey dude...sorry to use ur dad as an example hor) who pressures him again and again..den again reminds me of my mum!hahahahaha...
my mum saw my pw cert today...dunno y.she was sleeping on my bed (cos my dad snores!) and she suddenly woke up and took my cert.she started askin me tonnes of questions abt pw...and i was like "mum, i EXPLAINED to you last year?"hahaha...budden she kept askin y i only got grade 2! i was like..."the class only a small number had 2, even smaller had 1, the rest had 3 lor...so its quite respectable" den she went on abt me not choosing good members and stuff..typical naggy person la.i was like...actually i din choose any1..and if i was in any other group..think i'l end up gettin a 4.hahaha...budden the only person who got 1 in my grp, our leader amanda has this to say : "leader lost her ability to lead...that's y i lost my ability ever since (the grade 1)" haha...what the heck!
anw tink i'll jus come back to earth now...kinda discussing what to do tmr for the stupid dress to impress.u mean i need to learn how to wear a shirt or style my hair?! anw yingqi's mail stated that attire is : something you will wear to a date, interview, seniors' farewell, prize presentation. this means...formal wear rite? ie shirt, pants, leather shoes etc..a quick survey on our class guys came up with this : 1.yaozong and vincent wearin school uniform, yaozong not even going! 2.heming and junyuan and weijie wearing polo tee /long sleeve shirt and jeans. so...where's formal wear gone to?!haha...worst..a simple survey on the class girls : 1. practically all the girls i spoke to says school uniform. 2.some even say yingqi herself is gonna be in school uniform. oh well..this rox!hahaha...so much for dress to impress...guess we look impressive enuf in grey!haha...oh my..this is a long one.anw tink i'll end this la..the effects of the long island (dunno y...i seem to love it more and more..haha..taste like pepsi twist lor!) startin to wear out..so cya ppl! peace! and i wan my sushi!


How come we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how,
this bullshit can't be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you


oh man...i'm peeling!not jus any form of peeling..i'm peeling at places i dun wanna peel yet!haha...i'm peeling on my nose, cheek, forehead, chin, neck, back of my neck, abit at my ears...yucks!went to ntuc ysterday and gues what the auntie at the counter said...she said "ah boy..no qu da jia ar?" meaning "boy, you went fighting arh?"haha...its that bad lor.hopes it gets better on monday...if not i'm not gonna go to school on mon w/o a proper mask!
anw..Manchester United followed up their Monday night win over Liverpool with a passionate 1-0 victory at White Hart Lane thnx to ruud van nistelrooy!haha..his penalty damn well struck la..but for the 1st time i didn't dare look at him take the kick lor...my heart was in my mouth when he took it..haha.but its nice cos man u won again!ofcos...liverpool oso won...sian.and arsenal won very very boringly, and chelsea won by the solitary drogba goal after dunno how many chances.finally even my dad agrees that that drogba is a complete waste of money.hahaha.i like what the commentator said abt the match...one of them said "no wonder this match is in a stalemate" cos at that time its still 0-0.den the other said "yeah...stalemate in every sense in the word..the players do look stale and so does the play".sth lidat la..haha.but it was funny lor!
but the worst thing is....real madrid.sth is realli screwed up in that club..they hav practically all their stars in...ronaldo, becks, figo, raul, guti.defence dey had salgado, samuel, helguera.the only stupid thing the coach did was to play raul bravo!to hell with that guy man...real went down 1-2 to athletic bilbao...and the 2 goals bilbao scored are both due to raul bravo's poor marking and pathetic mistakes!even the commentator said so..he's so pathetic i tink he'l struggle in s-league la.but real's play was poor in the opening half lor..can't string 2 passes together!but after the break they came back and played like the real madrid i used to see and the real madrid that used to score 4 - 5 goals per game.their passing was damn zai la...but to be honest dey need a holding midfielder!where's davids?!haha..and raul scored a spectacular goal!!man..realli nice goal..totally galaticos play sia..damn impressed.if lydia saw it she will scream lor.haha.kiddin
speakin abt lydia..saw her blog and the thing abt friends.come to think abt it...i'm having the same problem too..reminds me of D12's song "how come"...gues i can only try my best to go out w them more or sth...and try to go back to the great times we used to hav?how i wish i can try...and ofcos turn back time.anw off to breakfast! peace


Thursday, September 23, 2004

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...


finally prelims are over!!actually...over on tuesday.haha.so this shall be a long post again..haha.anw prelims has been out right torturous sia..the physics paper was...ok la.the maths paper...thought i could do ok until Ms Wong came to say "hongyi, i'm going to catch you for remedial" which simply means i suck...shit.but she said dun worry cos no matter what she's gonna catch me for remedial and i din improve enuf..so..fingers crossed! econs simply sux sia...the mcq was one of the worst ever!for once i hav zero confidence la..and i din even finish the DRQ!! left one whole part blank...haiz..hopin for the best.
went to sentosa yesterday...and boy was it fun!haha...surprisingly fun la i should say.was talkin abt how bad it may turn out the whole of tuesday evening..expecting the seperation and stuff...but it actually turned out quite nice and quite bonding..haha.burnt all ovr sia...and i dunno y!wanted to get a nice tan...but ended up burnt sia!i only sprayed a little of sun-tanning oil (the stupid bottle said spray as often as desired)..stayed in the sun as long as most ppl...but y am i so burnt?haha...shocked myself when i went to bathe at home..was standin infront of the mirror and was shocked!but now it hurts lor...so that kinda sux.so painful i couldn't put on ANY form of clothing..haha.now i know y japanese soccer rox...we played beach soccer with some japanese dudes (whom according to the girls are damn cute la...oh please !!! haha) perhaps we haven't exercise for ages that's y a little running was all we could manage and we totally lost out..got thrashed terribly la.in total yinghao scored 2 and i scored 1...out of more den 10 chances.hahaha...talk abt poor finishing sia. but i got kicked, pushed and shoved so much i tot i was playin wrestling lor...and dunno y i'm the only one pushing and shoving arnd w the dudes..ofcoz except yinghao la..haha.but in anycase thankz to the girls for planning the outing...totally had a blast!haha...and there was no short supply of babes la! there's this totally hot babe in maroon bikini..her boobs are terrific and wonderfully shaped, her whole body so nicely shaped she looked like a model out of FHM.haha..man haven't seen sth lidat in ages! saw leonard's gf, yanyin's, sister...and she totally looks better den yanyin la.leonard's lost!hahaha...kiddin man. in any case her frnd was oso chio..and has a pretty nice body too.how i wished i actually went to ask for her number or sth..hahaha.too tired and flushed i gues.
went to watch home united vs olympic beirut after that...but becoz serhwee, kenneth (who had chem prelims today but didn't study...zai sia!) and i were late we only watched the 2nd half..and we didn't even pay for the ticket la.the 3 of us jus walked in and sat down. the game was kinda boring and the crowd was like...so silent even a game in NJC has more passion and cheers la! but it was worth it (though i paid nuthin..haha) cos i watched all 3 goals! shiok sia...didn't know home united was that zai.they actually look better in real life den on tv! mayb i shld go watch more s-league eh?hahaha..
been slackin alot liao...dunno if i should study or sth..but no mood sia.hahaha..jus hope the prelims was ok la...if not it'l be damn big morale dipper and sucker punch.but i shldn't ask for too much given my effort eh? oh btw...when's the pw group outing ?!?! hahaha....lets hav a small outin some time soon eh?hahaha...tot the girls wanna go vincent's house?haha...
anytin la i dun mind...jus wanna go relax first b4 the final push!but now...gotta try to put on a shirt and go ntuc to get somethin for my throat..think too much salt water yesterday...hahaha.
anw...Beckham free kick eases Real crisis haha...rox sia!!finally can wear my real jersey out w/o feelin like tearin it.haha...hope this will ease real into action lor..jus like the liverpool win will do good for man u definitely! watch out all arsenal and chelsea supporters! here comes the red devils!! haha...tink i go take a nap or sth...peace peepz!


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

My tea's gone cold

I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

the morning rain clouds up my window

and I can't see at all

And even if I could it'd all be grey,

but your picture on my wall

it reminds me that it's not so bad

it's not so bad




Saturday, September 18, 2004

man..been lagging again.told myself i'm gonna finish physics..and till now i'm stil at charge and field!!help!!and the worst thing is..my stomach ain't helpin.suddenly havin stomach aches sia..duno y.its those...immense hurt but at the same time u dun feel the need to enter the loo.die...i can't be pregnant rite?!?!?!yaozong!! help me!!haha..
anw..happy bday kenneth!haha...kenbang 18 liao..go screw sum biatch yea?
[man u v liverpool...can't keep it out of my head.how's it going to be?who will win?somehow i hav a feeling the garcia-alonso-gerrard-kewell midfield is too strong for giggs-keane-djemba-ronaldo partnership...garcia's too fast and alonso startin to show how gd he is.unless giggs stops doin his useless tricks and starts gettin decent crosses in and ronaldo continues bamboozing and mesmerising defenders..sth bad may happen.same for my prelims..haha]
study study study liao...can't wait for 22nd to come.part of me kept thinkin abt it sia.seems such a long time since we actually went out as a class (or anythin that resembles a group more than a clique)..so how will it be like?how's e atmosphere goin to be?somehow i have a bad feelin sia..oh well i'm there for the tan!haha..
finally punggol has an NTUC and a foodcourt!!darn...and finally i've seen semblance of chiobu in punggol!darn..went there last nite and already saw 3...haha..realised i'm gettin desperate sia..my marriage with my notes and books seems to be under tremendous stress!haha..
back to my beloved books liao...peace




Thursday, September 16, 2004

prelims!! 

phew...its half time in prelims! as in...realli half time cos i've jus finished 3 out of 6 days of exans.and already i feel like shit sia. so guys..forgive me for being too agitated here yea?
prelims sux...really.i've been practicing maths for the past 3-4 days..whatever i can find on integration i've done it.but in the maths paper...i can't do the integration question! actually..i could. i did half...and got something plus an I, which is correct. but in all the practice i had i had nvr touched anythin to do with an I, i forgot what to do with the I !! man...to say unfair!! i swore i did over 60 questions for integration in practice and it comes to this!! worst of all...after doing both njc papers for the past 2 years and the cjc paper in the booklet, i found out a common trend : no complex numbers. And even if complex numbers is to come out, its jus about drawing circles or bisectors, and that's the thing i could do (the last test with complex numbers, i got full marks for that part!haha), hence i didn't touch complex numbers and instead focused on...integration. shit thing was...complex numbers came out! and...it had nuthing to do with the circles or bisectors! jus some formula i din know existed! piang! what hell..and every1 knows i didn't touch ap, gp and summation...and it came out !! haha. but of cos..kenneth still rox!haha..can't believe u didn't do 70 plus marks worth of questions la..u're the smart one le!!haha...but nvm la..u stil have 4 subs lor..unlike the rest of us.haha.all e best man!
econs was not much better. The night b4, i disobeyed the law of all exams : sleep early the night before a big paper, especially if there are 2 big papers comin up the nxt day. the whole night i slept only for 1 hour : from 430 to 520 in the morning.what did i do? i went to study the common topics like inflation, taxation, price theory, balance of payments, international trade, market failure and macro objectives of econs. pretty much eh? well..took me 5 hours to do it. ofcos i studied my pass papers and stuff...so that took me 7 hours. but guess what...there's none of my favourite topics or the more common topics accordin to last year's 'A' lvl paper in this prelim paper!! Sharon ong told her class to study wages and market structure and stuff...sayin sth like "both topics haven't been coming out for the pass 2 years in 'A' levels, thus we think it may come out. and prelims are to prepare you for 'A' levels...." that's as good as providing an answer key la!! but the shit is...my teacher daniel wong said nuts to us! talk abt fairness! so in simple words...7 hours of work has been wasted.
because of 7 hours on econs...i hav 0 that night for physics. after the econs paper we gathered in the library (dunno why its still called the library..it should be called an auction house or a stadium with the noise) to study. but honestly..how are u gonna put the entire physics syllabus into your head with the econs stuff still inside?! i had abit from studying during the early part of the week...but i forgot most by the end of econs paper..so i was in pretty deap shit.the physics paper ( simon tan said it was an easy paper...and teai said sth like they don't dare to test us anymore..so that means the paper is easy rite?) was not as difficult as i tot..but definitely not easy!! alot of conceptual work la...like what the hell am i supposed to do with a dumb eagle flying at 20m/s ?! the worst thing (my life do suck) is...section B of the paper requires 40 minutes...i couldn't see the damn clock as i was sitting all the way at the back of the hall..and u all know i dun carry watches or alarm clocks or grandfather clocks for that matter...thus i'm left with relying on the speed of ppl arnd me to gauge the time and the guy on my right was the man sia..and so i thought! out of 6 questions of section A we were to choose 4...and when i finish my 4th..the guy on my right was still not done with his section A..so i tot there's still alot of time left since he was still in section A. but when i looked up...the clock read sth like 4.10 or 4.15pm...and the paper ends at 4.33pm!! that guy beside me already finished section B la!! piang..i'm stupid!haiz...this is not fair..
haven't slept a proper night since the start of holidays..and i stil haven't have that luxury!last nite wanted to slp..but man u was playing sia..so no choice had to get serhwee to wake me up. and he did..jus for me to sleep again once he put down the phone.hahahaha.i'm good sia..but the good thing is this : Trailing to first-half efforts from Cris and Pierre Frau, van Nistelrooy, ably assisted by dazzling Portuguese winger Cristiano Ronaldo, dragged his team back into the game in five stunning minutes after the interval. WOOHOO !! who's the man!haha.but the draw was kinda sucky la..could do with a win but come to think of it.away draw with lyon rox even if its jus a draw...considering juventus triumph through nedved screamer and Real Madrid's defensive frailties resurfaced in spectacular fashion on Wednesday night as they were comprehensively beaten by Bayer Leverkusen at the BayArena. its not comprehendisively beaten lor...its totally thrashed!! its so embarrassing i'm going to burn my real jersey if they dun win their nxt game by more than 1 goal!! ofcos..liwapoo won la...cos of their me-lan ba-lo lucky stuff...but it was an interesting night in europe no doubt!
guess i'm done here la..gotta get back to studying (oh man...think i'm putting in alot more effort than most ppl are at work earning $$ lor..and atleast they hav $$..i'm having bad luck!) but the thing is...guys if u have time go flip the classified or recruit part of the papers. found out how many jobs actually only require things like "secondar 2 education" or "o level" or "minumum diploma"? and some of these jobs earn you $2000 plus la...of cos plus bonus but hey..u don't see anything there that has sth like "a level education required" or sth...is 'A' lvls useless? hmm...food for thought? i need food for my stomach now...peace out peepz! all the best for the remaining papers and lets go have tonnes of fun in sentosa!! yeah!


Thursday, September 09, 2004

gues wat..i missed the deadline.though its self imposed..i still haven't touched maths!i'm still at...full-wave rectifier la.i'm so gonna die this prelims...and w my pathetic state of progress ( i simply hav no idea why..) i mite not study much for econs sia.the most jus read thru notes and outlines and rely on whatever i remember from mock.how is any1 gonna complete the syllabus?! and i'm only on 3 subs lor..haiz.
anw finally found a sport which is as exciting as soccer and bball! its called...tennis! watched serena williams vs jennifer capriati (of whatever her name's spelling is).it was such a high tension game la!but that capriati is quick for her huge figure lor..williams played her from left to right of the court and she returned every ball with practically no errors sia.its like everything ur tennis coach can teach u...and it still didn't work! ofcos the 50plus unforced errors on william's part contributed to her lost la..haha.but the sad thing is...4 judgmental errors by the line officials and the dumbass chair umpire, 3 in a the same set!, cost williams her place in the semis sia..blatant ins were called out lor! even the line official called it in..that dumbass of a chair umpire called it out! its like...andy d'urso giving barry ferguson 2 yellow cards and not sent him off.haha.and its like blatant non offsides being called offsides la...imagine 3 in a row!suddenly i feel sorry for serena sia..haha.
2ndly..england won!finaly score poland 1 - 2 england which was kinda lucky to be honest.though defoe scored a nice goal..england's midfield still suck la.and whoever said beckham sux can go eat my crap!who set up defoe's goal!?who had 3 shots on target?!dun even tink frank lampard had that many to speak of.and the best thing is....viera was sent off!! cool sia..that bozo got sent off when he..dived!haha.and del piero scored too!this is a good omen sia...hmmm
jus a little distraction frm mugging...sian..gues i'm back to studyin inverting and non inverting irritants.peace!


Wednesday, September 08, 2004

useless 

feeling somewhat useless now..dunno y.told myself to study and study and finish the whole darn physics syllabus by..wednesday which is TODAY! and look at me!i'm online and i've not completed physics yet!damn...after spendin the whole day lookin at my notes and stuff i stil can't get my mind to focus sia..any1 got great mugging tips to share?if i dun finish physics by wednesday (today!!), i won't start maths and my econs will die...so basically shld i jus stop?haiz...feeling tired easily sia.
thnx yaozong for stoppin by..haha.tot u said no time to study?!haha.yz's been stressing me la..but its true la.1 week is not enuf for us to thoroughly go thru the syllabus lor...i'm a 3 subber and i can't do it.how abt 4 subbers?haiz...hope all these is worth it sia.
hope i dun end up doin abit of everything...cos abit of everything is as good as nuthing lor as my common tests have shown.haiz..gues i better head back to books quick! (vincent has more den 20 maths questions to ask ms wong la!!alamak!!ahhhhhhh)
on seperate note...vijay singh finally did what we all tot he had already done last year or sth...he became world number 1 golfer!congrats!sad for woods though..cos his 2nd place finish behind vijay only showed that his time is up and some1 else has climbed over him sia.oh well atleast he's gettin better?haha.and golf's no longer gonna end up like cycling (lance armstrong) and F1 racing (michael schumacher) and track & field (team usa)..haha.more exciting!
graeme souness as new Newcastle manager..hmm..freddy shepherd certainly lost his MARBLES la!!but not as if i can care more.1 less contender (if they ever were) for us!
alrite...chiong physics liao...all e best ppl! peace!


Tuesday, September 07, 2004

mugging 

yo peepz..how's muggin comin along?its like how early in the morning and i'm supposed to be mugging la.sian.supposed to meet vincent and the rest at woodlands library later..but gotta understand sia..punggol to woodlands not very travel friendly.plus i hav to stay home today..so sorry peepz!
oh..supposed to meet yifen as well...but...same reason la.haha.
so far...i've only been doing physics..and the syllabus seems to be stretching wider and wider everytime i re-visit one of the notes la!its like..suddenly realised ALOT i've not touched yet when i did the RJC prelim paper.oh man...maths is worst!mountains and mountains sia...and my maths ain't good in the first place...oh well i'm in deep shit.
the worst thing is...everyone i know has been muggin consistently and has..by now..completed quite alot.weijie nearly finished maths C.vincent...way infront alr.yeechwan and yaozong...needless to say.junyuan too...and i'm left lagging!
haha...ok enuf of stressing myself out.saw the brazil vs bolivia match and boy...they are good! they led by 3-0 in the 1st half la...how zai can they get. even the fat boy ronaldo looks good lor...and chicken ronaldinho didn't hav a very good game but was still zai enuf to score and test the keeper a number of times.the brazilians make arsenal's style of play look ridiculously dumb la! all their one touch passes are like...mixture of above the head and b/w the legs lor.haha.love the Selaccao liao!haha.
sian...guess i gotta go back muggin liao la.cya peepz! peace


Sunday, September 05, 2004

finally got the time to change the template..how's this?cool aint it?haha.reminds me of school of rock sia..damn nice.but kinda edited abit here and there so looks abit weird la.especially the "about me" thing..dunno how to get rid of it..any idea?
gonna study in school tmr with the guys..hope its productive cos til now i haven't realli gotten into my books yet! prelims prelims...damn whoever thought of such a thing.
jus realised i'm growin super unfit sia..and my weight is terrible! i'm like...69kg already! darn..someday i gotta get out there and exercise sia..if not i'l end up realli like a sumo wrestler.
dunno if i should like..talk to my bro or sth.haven't said a thing to him ever since we last quarrelled..which is like weeks ago..and i still don't wanna change that cos dun wanna waste my saliva on that stubborn ass.but mom's been askin me to talk to him...hmm.oh well let him fail and get his ego back down to earth b4 i open my mouth.kinda realised now how hard it was for dad to talk to me..haha.


sian.. 

holidays started..but somehow i don't feel like i'm having school holidays sia.what's uP?haha.stress sia.anw woke up super early today jus to go nygh.wat a school!went there..couldn't find a toilet to change to cos the stupid toilet cleaner damn fast! was at one male toilet and there was this "cleaning in progress" sign outside, so i went to look for another toilet.by the time i reached the nxt male toilet..the another cleaner has already placed the "cleaning in progress" sign outside it! ended up changing in the changing room backstage of the audi.
the inter-area thingie was lame..damn bored the whole time la.it reminded me alot of pw cos of all the surveys and all the interviews they did.pw..hmm.haha.in anycase...saw a number of chio chinese girls..which is rare for npcc.chio sia..but lots of attitude. one even diao-ed me when i walked pass la.
jus realised one thing..nanyang girls (in npcc i guess) are super polite and timid. they were moving chairs and my friend and i decided to help them out..and they jus blushed and turned away.haha.den when we went to move the chairs..they ran towards us and asked us to pass them the chairs..sia la.think if the nanyang girls were replaced by chinese high boys..my friend and I will probably be the only one moving stuff!
went to play pool after that..kinda lame and pathetic cos pool factor was crowded like hell.den some indian guy kept playing avril lavigne's 'happy ending' again and again la...sia la! if u wan put it in ur mp3 player and listen it alone!
speakin abt mp3 players..shit sia didn't go w kenneth and the guys cos of the dumb npcc thing!see la..sacrificed my free time jus to go to nygh..lots of opportunity cost involved lor.wonder what they bought..but my dad also refused to let me get it la.one MD is enough, he said. but pls lor..its a totally different thing!
now i hate 2 people the most..sven goran erikson and david james! the former...pathetic lousy coach who for no good reason sub out one of his goalscorers when his goalscorer (steven gerard la...haha) actually asked him to sub out a team mate (wayne bridge) !! everyone was cursing him when he took off steven gerard la. dumb ass...call urself a manager "with good man-management skills". slap him la. james even worse..he did an oliver kahn!! kahn let a carlos free kick squirm underneath him..but carlos's shot is powerful. james let a lousy shit head score the same way la!! end result of these 2 losers : austria 2 - 2 england. and poland is way stronger lor..if england dun qualify i'm gonna fly to england and shoot both of them!
been slackin quite abit liao...sian.think i'l go back to sleep la..peace dudes!


Saturday, September 04, 2004

wat a day! 

wat a dumb day.no lessons for the whole day, partly cos I never bothered to attend lectures, and I ended up in school sia.how dumb can i get? at least dumber den many others in class who stayed at home to mug. mug mug mug.suddenly remembered what vincent said..better not use the word too often, rite? haha.
but the day was to prove its redundancy when serhwee sat beside me, and wee gin infront of him. practically spent the WHOLE time in the library lookin at the 2 of them acting cute la.haha. sometimes one gotta wonder how they manage to stay 2gether for so long, where as i can't even sustain one for half that period of time.hmm...
went for that appreciation ceremony in chinese high at abt 1. lucky i'm not gullible eunf to follow gabriel and appear in "smart casual attire".haha.the audi was packed with ppl in chinese high uniform la. that kinda made the ceremony sucky, cos i thought it was for us officers and coaches.but nevertheless, i got a new watch. Another watch.haha.atleast this one looks better...and will still look guangrong-ish when he wears it.hahaha.
met serhwee and kenneth at the street court later, not expecting to touch the ball cos i'm wearin my beloved adistar! but ended up after crapping for an hour or so in the SUN (thnx to the 2 idiots la!!haha) a ball appeared, and i was tempted into the court. I know i ain't particularly good at soccer, and after spending 2 gay years playin street at the low competitive levels of NJC, i took quite some time to come back sia. but way to go man..scored 2 in 4 games i tink.haha.totally made that lijiawei and kick-water guy look dumb in that 2 goals. one is a very simple cut back...leaving that Big FAT OBNOXIOUS DICKHEAD looking like a piece of stone and slotting w my damn weak left foot, den the 2nd weird. they line up the wall tinking i'll shoot frm the centre circle.but please la i'm wearing cloth shoe!!pain lor!!so i took a little touch away frm them, den dribble 1 step and shoot and....GOAL! so fast that kenneth didn't even see it la.hahahaha.oh well..but my fitness sux la.after awhile of trying to find positions and figuring out where the kenneth trying to pass to..i'm panting liao.shit. yinghao gimme your stamina!!! u dun need alot for bed :P hahahaa.
went to get the...dunno how many pairs of shoe liao. its another sala.hope it can bring back fond experiences when i last wore a sala. talked to justin quite abit...jus like to vincent yesterday.long time didn't say so much to a guy la..not that i'm gay! but tink the relationship really killed off all ties of me with the outside world. so is it a blessing in disguise? i hope so.haha.well atleast i have u guys..and girls mayb? haha. kinda found out abt alot in these recent conversations.haha.
but what realli pissed me off is the indian uncle frm the lousy shop in queensway. ask him to get the size out (which he normally asks us w/o hesitation) and he gave me a farked up look..as if he doesn't wan a potential customer. and after i asked him if i could try another one...he started sayin sth like "make up your mind, which one u want?" That's the whole farking POINT! of course i can't decide thats y i'l trying out !! dumb prick...
been tinkin abt her quite alot lately...shit.Dun wanna fall in love at this point in time, though i doubt its love..its jus some 1/2 fetish and 1/2 desperation.haha.i sound so stressed la!
read lydia's blog...she's deeply stressed. RELAX girl! i'm as stressed as u are...and in far more terrible academic shape den u..don't brood ovr the stress yea? let's work towards better results!haha..
think that's it sia..gonna get a new mp3 player i hope.haha.peace out!



Wednesday, September 01, 2004

rooney! 

oh man...check this out : United finally complete Rooney deal. haha..that's sucky!! and furthermore : Ruud hails 'frightening' Rooney !!. haha. can't believe it! been linkin a few ppl...and hopin to link more..so show up peepz if u want! haha.peace!


oh man.. 

Latest: Sir Bobby Robson is SACKED !! man..that rox!haha.so that means there will be only one Sir left in the game and that Sir is at Man Utd! And to make things worst...guess whose his top choice for successor right now...Gerard Houllier !! haha. I'm so sure Freddy Sheperd has brains la!! But that means one less challenger...if they ever were one...so MAN U ALL THE WAY ! No news on rooney though..but soccernet says that Man Utd close in on Rooney deal. so that means that fat boy is coming! honestly speakin i dun really like him and dun really see a need to sign him, but if he can come and score goals....who cares ?!
Teachers' Day celeb today...whole performance was kinda draggy. And that teacher with FLABBY arms did that retro thingie la..looks so shit faggot! But the dance thingie was quite nice la...by the group in all black. Went back to see teachers w ken, serhwee, yinghao, clarence and bene. kinda felt stupid lookin for mrs sow cos...i dropped chem !! in any case most of the teachers forgot us...and we hardly cared. After that went to town to lame...and watch 13 going 30 or sth lidat. It rox sia! atleast it was funny w a plot unlike the twins effect! haha. ken and i were luffing so much the couple on ken's left was luffin at us la. but the most stupid thing was...yinghao brought serene along!! how dumb can he get. but it was good fun luffing at him la, and he had to tone down alot because she's around. yeah! haha.
in all honesty, kinda miss all the 4G people la. but alot of 'em didn't show up this year..ak, thia (who i heard was mugging), bernard tan (no prizes for guessing what he's doin), leonard (must be w his yy la) and many more. dunno when will hav e chance to meet up again...sad.
alrite..its gettin draggy like e performance...time for bed sia..cya peepz! cheers!


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