bored..and seriously not in the mood.the feeling's gone now..more or less..guess it never was strong or significant enough in anysense to make it last..this sux.
tbere's also a reason why i forgot.it's something i've been thinking about for a long time and i've been living in regret and shame for a long time as well.the purpose was deffective to begin with, and all the "what-ifs" appear before me as i look back with remorse.
anyway if you are reading this, whatever you asked me on the trip back can be answered with a simple "no".am i that kinda person?am i that kinda guy?
in any case, got "cheated" by mr wong. not really his fault la (hence the "") cos i was the one who's late.but nevertheless a 1 hr session ended up being a 1/2 hour session with most of my queries still being...queries.he said somethin like see him nxt week but honestly, i have other subs to take care of (like what glenn said).still found it pretty useful, especially the way he makes me see the obvious.
stayed around freezing myself in the library after that. You have no idea how cold it is...its so cold the -2 degrees on the mountain top of yunnan felt like the sahara (i'm great at exaggeration, rite?)in anycase couldn't even do anything in that cold..couldn't even press the buttons of my calculator.
left to play badminton after the unproductive hours freezing my legs off, and realised its one of the best way to destress.esp when u start sweating (and you certainly will NOT get injured in this) and start gettin excited..
left school after that..was supposed to get skirts w liyan, but she tried and tried to get haogen to come along.oh well..should have just went back to the library rite? felt like..but its history so lets drop it. ended up at queensway, and she looks IMMENSELY like ruud van nistelrooy.no joke whatsoever! there was a poster of ruud at queensway, and when she walked pass it a malay abang was sayin "oh my god..that girl looks like..." get the picture rite? the whole time she was being stared at by the abangs and shop owners.haha..pretty fascinating sight.guess if she wore the ruud jersey everyone's gonna start posing with her for a picture.there's your 5 minutes of fame!
talked to mrs chiew on my way up..she's a pretty nice teacher (i've realised that some time ago but i'm jus gonna reiterate the point) and she actually talked to me.cool...as if she taught me but she's got that...motherly feel to it. (dont you guys start another auntie-killer thing..the auntie at coro's a different case altogether) but everyone's gotta put his "talent" to good use eh?haha..
ppl complain that my blog's long-winded and stuff..too bad!its me who's typing this, so its a little expected? jus skip the soccer part and all the brackets and you'll get to the main gist of things la..i'm jus naturally long-winded (u ppl shld know frm the extreme length of my essays)
jus as vincent's havin a fetish for a particular kind of girl (man..not to crack another joke..but that fish's really hard to catch.jus have that feeling la..not abt the size la though in reality its kinda true!haha), i realised i've a thing for libertine girls (ie maia and that girl at sarongpartygirl). not so much as to me like whores or sluts, but its their personality..
shocking news : Fadiga, who has a history of heart problems, fell to the ground suddenly in the warm-up and was stretchered off to the dressing room by anxious medics. soccer player (international stars) faint during warm up...and i have heart problems too! oh no..
in any case, gotta go study.though econs ain't a pre-requisite, think i'm gonna try for a good econs grade..cos it sure looks easier to obtain than a maths grade.i'm just not that kinda guy...i'm not even sure what i'm lookin for..do you? peace~!