Sunday, October 17, 2004
dead beat tired..not sure why.started frm 2 nights ago when i didn't slp till like...430am and woke up at 630am chattin like a drunk dick.i know i've been thru nights w/o a slp but this is..unusually sapping..and i'm still feeling it now..
anw yesterday was...boring.the turn out for the open day was like..so pathetic even Ms Ho agreed with me.and as expected, no eye candy.haha (man i'm desperate). anw went arnd tryin to get those degenerating muscles to work again, and surprisingly i'm still retain my throw and swing.cool! but apart frm that, the day was downright BORING!
spoke to serjing a little durin or little lunch-escape.he was lookin like...dead ever since i caught up w him early this week, and it was only yesterday did he tell me why.kinda sad he wanna leave..but gues its his choice.i wanted to leave as well, but the class kept me here.guess he cant find the bond i found..sad.another member gone if nothin changes..but i'll choose to hope that yesterday's little bonding activities manage to keep him upbeat and keep him here..i wish..
the match was quite dull too.for the first time in like...3/4 of a year hav i seen SO many seniors back.haha.though i'm more of a new comer and dun realli know them,i still managed to talk to some of those old guys.and frm what i gathered...NS sux.oh man..haha.in anycase, the match was squarely one-sided towards the seniors ofcourse.haha.it dawned to me how much NJ softball has degenerated over the years and how much we may need some1 like ronghan.hope i'm wrong though...but the current crop realli needs hard work.the seniors made pork chops out of them, and i was kinda disappointed at the level of progress (or relative no-progress) shown..even when i was the umpire! played in 2nd base later on, and realised how fun it is!haha..i realli shld have started 2nd base sia..its so much more exciting.and for once i felt the infield had some life...agree?haha..i wish..
what kinda guy will make his girl choose a him over a passion? If he's half the guy he should be, shouldn't he let his girl make her own choices? jus because he didn't have the time to follow his passion doesn't mean she can't do it as well, rite? i may be jumping to erroneous conclusions here, but whatever it is it ain't sth i'll take kindly..actually tot she had more character..i wish..
dad's buyin a new car..atlast.not that i'm gonna drive it, but i was startin to dislike the current one.always felt..claustrophobic when i'm in it.anw the new car's comin on tues..so that means i gotta say gd bye to the current one b4 it goes to the scrap.time to move on i gues. come to think of it..my dad buys cars like he buys houses.this new house was for him and mum to quietly live the rest of their lives in..a transition frm the old house where they brought us up in.when i was bornt my dad had a car, and changed it when my 2nd bro came along, changed it when my youngest bro came, and changed it when we were young teens, and changing it again now.cool! learnt abit on COE frm dad as well...gues my plan to get a 2nd hand car seems..not so far fetched already! jus that i need the dough..darn.loan mayb?hope army pays well..haha.i wish..
nothin new in planet football..man u drawing, real slipping, barca winning, arsenal thrashing.oh..sth's new! chelsea's losing! and of all ppl..to anelka!guess serhwee's hopes of liverpool winning chelsea is..jus a little off la.haha.kinda grew bored of epl (or soccer?) cos of its...unique same-ness thru out most matches..gettin what yinghao said he felt : the lack of complusion to watch epl matches.but he has a girl..i don't.so what's my reason?
speakin abt girls..everyone's gettin one now.nic found a new one..pretty good sia that guy. sj's looking at one (if nic ain't lying)..n many more.oh well...my bad luck i gues.the girls i like treat me more as a friend then anything else and there's no way i could possibly pop the question when i'm no more den a buddy, a brother or..sister.the girls who like me (ok..to satisfy my critics out there ie most of the girls i know..there ain't many) are girls..who i treat only as friends.or worst.how good can life get eh?haha..i wish..
suddenly had a change of heart in terms of career.suddenly felt a strong urge to do..economics!haha..no idea why.the sudden thought of manipulating interest rates and stuff appealed to me.but my econs ain't fantastic..so..hmm..but in any case my maths ain't too.so it kinda balances out my back-up dream of being an engineer..mayb i really shld hav taken up arts, eh? i speak better then i write, and my brain thinks more of ideas then numbers.i like to deal with ppl more den objects, and i feel more relax amongst words, not figures (oh..ofcourse i love a PARTICULAR type of figures..if u know what i mean.haha). so..what shld i aspire to be? did i choose the right course? haha..i wish..
oh well..suddenly lots of wishing in here.haha.now all i need is..a tooth fairy!seen any?haha..anw pearl harbour's jus showed "to be continued"...so shall i.haha..peace
anw yesterday was...boring.the turn out for the open day was like..so pathetic even Ms Ho agreed with me.and as expected, no eye candy.haha (man i'm desperate). anw went arnd tryin to get those degenerating muscles to work again, and surprisingly i'm still retain my throw and swing.cool! but apart frm that, the day was downright BORING!
spoke to serjing a little durin or little lunch-escape.he was lookin like...dead ever since i caught up w him early this week, and it was only yesterday did he tell me why.kinda sad he wanna leave..but gues its his choice.i wanted to leave as well, but the class kept me here.guess he cant find the bond i found..sad.another member gone if nothin changes..but i'll choose to hope that yesterday's little bonding activities manage to keep him upbeat and keep him here..i wish..
the match was quite dull too.for the first time in like...3/4 of a year hav i seen SO many seniors back.haha.though i'm more of a new comer and dun realli know them,i still managed to talk to some of those old guys.and frm what i gathered...NS sux.oh man..haha.in anycase, the match was squarely one-sided towards the seniors ofcourse.haha.it dawned to me how much NJ softball has degenerated over the years and how much we may need some1 like ronghan.hope i'm wrong though...but the current crop realli needs hard work.the seniors made pork chops out of them, and i was kinda disappointed at the level of progress (or relative no-progress) shown..even when i was the umpire! played in 2nd base later on, and realised how fun it is!haha..i realli shld have started 2nd base sia..its so much more exciting.and for once i felt the infield had some life...agree?haha..i wish..
what kinda guy will make his girl choose a him over a passion? If he's half the guy he should be, shouldn't he let his girl make her own choices? jus because he didn't have the time to follow his passion doesn't mean she can't do it as well, rite? i may be jumping to erroneous conclusions here, but whatever it is it ain't sth i'll take kindly..actually tot she had more character..i wish..
dad's buyin a new car..atlast.not that i'm gonna drive it, but i was startin to dislike the current one.always felt..claustrophobic when i'm in it.anw the new car's comin on tues..so that means i gotta say gd bye to the current one b4 it goes to the scrap.time to move on i gues. come to think of it..my dad buys cars like he buys houses.this new house was for him and mum to quietly live the rest of their lives in..a transition frm the old house where they brought us up in.when i was bornt my dad had a car, and changed it when my 2nd bro came along, changed it when my youngest bro came, and changed it when we were young teens, and changing it again now.cool! learnt abit on COE frm dad as well...gues my plan to get a 2nd hand car seems..not so far fetched already! jus that i need the dough..darn.loan mayb?hope army pays well..haha.i wish..
nothin new in planet football..man u drawing, real slipping, barca winning, arsenal thrashing.oh..sth's new! chelsea's losing! and of all ppl..to anelka!guess serhwee's hopes of liverpool winning chelsea is..jus a little off la.haha.kinda grew bored of epl (or soccer?) cos of its...unique same-ness thru out most matches..gettin what yinghao said he felt : the lack of complusion to watch epl matches.but he has a girl..i don't.so what's my reason?
speakin abt girls..everyone's gettin one now.nic found a new one..pretty good sia that guy. sj's looking at one (if nic ain't lying)..n many more.oh well...my bad luck i gues.the girls i like treat me more as a friend then anything else and there's no way i could possibly pop the question when i'm no more den a buddy, a brother or..sister.the girls who like me (ok..to satisfy my critics out there ie most of the girls i know..there ain't many) are girls..who i treat only as friends.or worst.how good can life get eh?haha..i wish..
suddenly had a change of heart in terms of career.suddenly felt a strong urge to do..economics!haha..no idea why.the sudden thought of manipulating interest rates and stuff appealed to me.but my econs ain't fantastic..so..hmm..but in any case my maths ain't too.so it kinda balances out my back-up dream of being an engineer..mayb i really shld hav taken up arts, eh? i speak better then i write, and my brain thinks more of ideas then numbers.i like to deal with ppl more den objects, and i feel more relax amongst words, not figures (oh..ofcourse i love a PARTICULAR type of figures..if u know what i mean.haha). so..what shld i aspire to be? did i choose the right course? haha..i wish..
oh well..suddenly lots of wishing in here.haha.now all i need is..a tooth fairy!seen any?haha..anw pearl harbour's jus showed "to be continued"...so shall i.haha..peace
rocked on at 8:51 PM
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